Chapter 8 -> I Can Be Your All (Ending)

ITS SHORT BECAUSE ITS ONLY THE END OF THE LAST CHAPTER SO DONT KILL ME. I WAS GONNA EXTEND IT HOWEVER I HAVENT BEEN HAVING A GOOD EVENING AND IM REALLY NOT UP TO IT SO ENJOY.

What she said had his heart, mind and body go into overdrive mode and he fought to control himself. He kissed her with so much passion, love and intensity and then he looked into her eyes the moment was surreal. He raised himself up and removed his boxers tossing it to the floor and went back to kissing her. He put his left leg between hers, pushing hers apart some more then did the same with his right leg. He kissed down to her neck, making tiny circles with his tongue which caused low moans to escape her lips. He made passion marks on her neck before moving down to her breasts. Licked around her nipples and nibbled the sides causing her breaths to come out in short pants. She arched her back slightly and pushed his head towards her nipple. He finally took her nipple into her mouth using her his hands to squeeze her breasts together.

Nicki: aaaaahhhh!!

He did that for a while before moving down her belly. He sucked and kissed making passion marks all over her skin. He moved down to her mound and placed light kisses before moving to her legs, he kissed the insides then stopped completely going all the way down to her feet. He sucked on her toes then held her legs up and kissed all the way down the back to her ass cheeks. She was shaking. He put her legs down on either side of him and went back up and kissed her then told her to get on her knees. He helped her up, her ass in the air, knees apart and her head resting low on a pillow. He blew cool air from the top of her ass crack to her clit and back. She thought her knees were gonna give out. He wanted to take his time and built up  that want in her nd he knew thats exactly what was happening as her juices flowed slowly down to her little mohawk. He licked the back of her legs and her ass again, then used the very tip of his tongue to play with her anus. She squealed, squeezing the pillow hard. He spread her ass cheeks and continued licking, sucking and biting her ass. He then without warning inserted a finger into her. She screamed. He pulled it back out and replaced it with his tongue. She was panting like a dog in the desert

Nicki: oh my god! oh my god! oh my god! oh my god! Faree!!

He smirked at her pussy. He bent over her small frame placing kisses on her back. He positioned his 9" rod at her entrance and continued with his teasing. She was tight so he took his time and managed to work an inch in. Nicki could barely breathe and when he started moving in and out slowly the pleasure increased its constricting hold on her lungs. He felt her about to fall flat on her tummy and pulled her up (her chest to his back) in one swift motion plunging himself deep inside her. His grip on her hair.

Nicki: FUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUCCCCCCCCCCCCCKKK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

It was painful seeing that he was so big and  she was so tight but the pleasure outweighed the pain. He felt her shudder, heard her gasp, felt her fluids on his dick then felt her body go limp in his arms. He layed her down kissed her back several times the turned her over. She was speechless. He kissed her lips, she could barely kiss back and he smiled into he mouth. He wasnt done yet.

SB: you still on those pills

She tiredly shook her head yes. He moved back down to her pussy and went to work with his tongue again getting her ready for her next orgasm. She was suuper sensitive an ready in seconds. He went back to her neck and biting her gently as he inserted his dick again. Her moans filled his ears. With a couple strokes she was ready to come again and he was ready too. Thnat grip she had on his shaft was driving him insane.

Nicki: baby... I,,, Im... go..

SB: Come for me baby

She let go as he took her to heaven. They made love several more time that night before they finally went to bed spent.

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Nicki woke up to a rush of cold air. It was raining outside and the bedroom windows were slightly open. She looked down on her body,  it was half covered by Safaree's blue blanket and completely naked. She heard the shower running ran her hand through her hair and cheesed till her smile turned to giggles. Safaree turned the water down when he heard her giggling and smiled.

SB: Somebody's happy this morning

He said loud enough for her to hear. She just kept giggling

SB; *shakes head* Ima run your bath in a sec. Dont get up. Doubt you can after last night though

She rolled hers eyes

Nicki; nigga please.. as if you build like that

She said in a hushed tone sat up swin gin g her legs over the edge of the bed she grimaced at the pain that hit her as she did

Nicki: what the actual fuck??!!

The inside of her thighs felt like it was on fire and her thigh muscles as if they had contracted permanently.

SB: Now what were u saying??

She roll her eyes at him.

Nicki: what the fuck did you do to me??

She said as he walked over. They both chuckled

SB: Exactly what you asked me to do *kisses her* give it ALL to you *kiss* raw *kiss* No barriers *kisses deeply*

She went to put her hands around his neck and he stopped her.

SB: dont start.. cause you and I both know you cant handle another round of even most most delicate head game right *pecks lips*

Nicki: cocky ass

SB: Just the way you love me

he picked her up and brought her to the bathroom placing her in the tub of hot water.

SB: have fun.  Dont stay till you prune. If you need help getting out call me *chuckles*

Nicki flicked some water at him

SB: oh Wayne said he's coming by he needs to speak with you and Candi and Lauren are downstairs making breakfast

Nicki: with they homeless asses.. Why they in my house this early?

SB: thats a dumb question and you know it and fyi its almost 1 o clock

He said as he walked out.


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Chapter 7 -> I Can Be Your All

Safaree ran his hand over his face before getting up and going after her. He found her walking down the long hallway and quickly caught up with her.

SB: Nicki!

She kept walking. He held her by her wrist and backed her against the wall. He waisted no time in explaining who the female was.

SB: Calm down. Its just my sister

She looked at him confused. She didnt usually stay in the car when he brought her by so why now. He must have read what she was thinking

SB: I didnt know if you were up to having a guest thats why she stayed.

She looked away. He used his hand to gently turn her face back to his their eyes met

SB: After what happened do you actually think I'd be stupid enough to bring another woman here?

 A tear lingered on her cheek. He rested his forehead against hers and closed his eyes. They stayed that way in silence for a bit. He wanted to say so much but he knew he had to choose his words carefully with her and so instead of making the mistake of saying something stupid and losing her possibly forever he kept his mouth shut.

Nicki: please dont leave me

She said in a voice barely above a whisper. He raised his head and looked at her. She was looking at the floor

Nicki: please dont go

She said before raising her head and meeting his eyes with hers. He kissed her. A soft kiss that spoke so much.

SB: Nicki I...

Nicki: Faree please...

They were silent for minutes, just looking into each others eyes. Slowly she moved closer to him, closing her eyes  she kissed him. Their kiss lasted 5 minutes before she stopped, their lips still touching she spoke into his mouth

Nicki: make love to me

He kissed her back slipping his hand around her waist, her hands moved around his neck and he broke the kiss again.

SB: I want to... but I cant...  I wont... Not like this...

She loked down and he kissed her forehead.

SB: Im gonna drop my sister back at the apartment. I'll be back in a few ok

She shook her head yes

SB: Do you need anything?

Nicki: No

She said softly. He kissed her again before leaving.


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Safaree returned and found her on the couch in the living room. The tv was on spongebob but her eyes were closed. He walked over to the couch and knelt down in front of her. He kissed the tip of her nose and she swatted him. Her eyes flew open when  she hit his face.

Nicki: Im so sorry

she said. He pecked her lips

SB: Its cool. I got you some ice cream.. Chocolate chip

She smiled and sat up. he handed her the ice cream and went to get her a spoon out of the kitchen. When he came back she had turned the tv down, rested the ice cream on  the coffee table and was fiddling with her fingers nervously. He sat beside her and handed her the spoon.

They spent the rest of their evening on the couch watching cartoons and laughing. She ate the tub of ice cream feeding him a spoonful every now  and then until it was finish.. She fell asleep with her head on his lap.

Nicki woke up in here bedroom to the smell of vanilla candles. The light dance on the walls in her bathroom. He walked in.

SB: Finally awake.. I ran u a bath. Water is just the way you like it. I'ma go back to making dinner

Half an hour later she walked into the kitchen in her pink PJs. She walked over to the counter and sat on a stool.

SB: I want you to taste something

Nicki: ok

she said as he walked over to her, the spoon in his right hand with the left under the spoon preventing any dripping to the floor. He brought the spoon to her lips and she opened her mouth looking into his eyes. She closed her lips over the spoon and he gently pulled it out. He awaited a response.

Nicki: mmm... that's so good what is that?

SB: a sauce

Nicki: -_________-.. what's in it?

SB: secret ingredients and nope I'm not tellin' you what they are.  what matters is that you like it

Nicki: not anymore.. its actually too tangy, could use some salt and some ginger.

She got up and walked over the refrigerator

SB: Lies!! Anyway dinner will be ready in a few

She closed the fridge and leaned against it opening the bottle of vitamin water she took out and took a sip.

Nicki: not eatin' till u tell me whats in that sauce

SB: Then I guess I'm eating alone or maybe I'll invite Sh.. Candi and Lauren over.

He couldnt believe he almost let her name slip. He thought he she didnt hear him but when he turn around and looked at her he knew she had. She sat at the table head down playing with the little corner of the plastic wrapper on the bottle that had lifted. He cursed himself silently.

SB: Nicki..

Nicki: you dont need to explain

She said without looking at him. She got up and walked to the patio doors, opening them she stepped outside and sat. She closed her eyes and used her fingers to massage her temples.

When he walked out and saw her he thought she was asleep.but she wasnt. He told her the food was ready and that he'd made her a plate but she told him she wasnt ready.

SB: Babe you need to eat

Nicki: Safaree I just said i wasnt fucking ready! I'll eat whenever the fuck i want to

She snapped at him. He didnt say another word, just went back inside. They didnt speak for the rest of the night. He went to their home gym to work off his anger at himself she went to her bedroom.

Nicki lay on her back in the middle of her king sized bed thinking about what the next day would be like. She wondered if she could call Wayne and cancel their studio time. They had a recording session scheduled. She was doing a verse for a song he was doing with her and Shanell and she was gonna be in studio. She closed her eyes and tried not to think about it. There was a soft knock on her bedroom door, she kept her eyes closed knowing it was him. He knocked several more times before he finally walked away.

*****

Nicki took the headphones off as she finished her verse and walked out the booth.

Wayne: yo that verse was magic and you didnt pre-write it this time

Nicki smiled at him as she opened her bottle of water. Safaree was sitting on the couch eyes on his iPhone not paying attention to them, Shanell sat in the corner avoiding looking their way as she struggled to write her verse. She scoffed at what Wayne said about Nicki not having to write her verse this time and mumbled something inaudible. Wayne heard her mumbling and looked her way

Wayne: Nell maybe you should let Nic help you with your verse

Shanell shot him the WTF look

Nicki: bitch couldnt pay

She said just a little above a whisper and through clenched teeth thinking Wayne didnt hear her but he did so did Safaree. He figured something was going on between the two but decided to not address it right now and wondered why Shanell had said nothing to him. He looked at Nicki. Shit!! He heard me She thought to herself.

Nicki: is it cool if I run out and go get some food?

Wayne had told them before that he wanted them there until everyone had finished their verse and he had gone through and made edits. He really wanted to finish the song today.

Wayne: Wanted you to be here for her verse. Cant you just ask SB to get it like you usually do?

Nicki: *rolls eyes* I'll call and order

She said putting her bag back down and walking out the room. SB gave a little chuckle, shook his head and just continued looking at his phone. Wayne looked at him then at Shanell whose face was all screwed up from he mentioned Nicki helping her with her verse and thought back to Nicki's whole attitude since she's been in the studio and started piecing things together. Does this have to do with the kiss?... Has to be I  everything was cool before that. But I dont get Nic still being mad about it I mean I got over it and she's my girl. He thought to himself. He got up and went to find Nicki. There was more to this than just that kiss and he was gonna try to find out.

He found her downstairs in his living room sitting by herself scrolling through her phone.

Wayne: hey what are you doing down here by yourself?

Nicki: waiting on my food you asked me not to leave remember

She responded flatly

Wayne: yeah, I also mentioned SB going to get it as usual but he's still here

Nicki: I asked Lauren to pick it up and bring it by

she said qiuckly. She still hadnt looked up at him. He sat by her.

Wayne: Nic is there something going on with you Shanell and SB?

She hesitated before she answered

Nicki: nope there's nothing going on between ME and them. Absolutely nothing, cant say the same as to whether something is goin on between both of them though. That you would have to ask them

She said before getting up.

Wayne: are you saying you think there's something going on between SB and Shanell

Nicki: you know if you had let me go out and get my food I woulda been back already

She said changing the subject.

Wayne: I asked you a question. Your avoiding answering so Ima take that to be a yes.

Nicki: anything you wanna do

Wayne: Ok thats it! what the hell is goin on with you? I heard your little comment earlier talking about "bitch couldnt pay me" which tells me point blank that there is some tension between you too not to mention your whole attitude towards SB. I dont know what its about and to be honest its not my business but when it affects work I need yall to do together I make it my business. So ima ask you again whats goin on between you three?!

He shouted. She just stood there surprised that he had taken that tone with her. He could see the hurt in her eyes. He had never spoken to her that way before because no matter what the circumstances she was one to always get her work done. He apologized. He really didnt mean to attack her like that but that fact that after that kiss Shanell could still be goin behind his back with SB was eatin at him. She looked away tears forming in her eyes.

Nicki: you wanna know the truth Wayne... truth is.. right now... I dont like a bone in that bitch.

She looked him dead in the face

Nicki: Yes I said it... and I dont give a fuck if there is or isnt something going on between the two of them.. not one single fuck is given on this side. If there is something going on then go find out from them not me and yes I've been a bitch all morning my bad. Im sorry I couldnt be miss sunshine like I am every fucking day.

She said then grabbed her bag and walked out. On her way out she called Lauren who told her she was in the parking lot. She told her to stay in the car and that they were leaving.

***Wayne, Shanell and SB

He walked back into the studio, sat in his chair and took a sip of his drink.

Wayne: Shanell

She raised her head quickly and looked at him. She knew what was coming

Wayne: what's going on between you and SB?

Safaree finally looked up from his phone and looked at Wayne like he was stupid.

Shanell: I told u its nothing going on between us. Why cant you just believe that??

Wayne: well i dont know what to believe with what I've been seeing all day.... Why's Nicki so upset with you?

Shanell: she's still mad about that kiss!! God!! it was more than a week ago I dont see why she cant just let it go.. She acting like I stole her fucking man or something

Shanell said slamming her note pad closed and tossing the pen. Wayne thought for a bit then looked at Safaree who's thoughts seemed to be anywhere but on what was going on in that room.

Wayne: by the way, she left

he said to SB before turning his attention to the music.

**********

As he walked in he heard music in the kitchen and the smell of her cooking filled his lungs. He walked in and stood in the door way. She was plating her spaghetti wearing pink lace boy shorts and a white tee with no bra on. His throat got dry and his hear began to race. She turned around and saw him.

Nicki: th fuck u looking at me like that for I aint your gypsy bitch!

She spat before sittin' down

SB: we need to talk Nicki

She began eatin and hummed to music coming from her surround sound. SB went to turn the music off

Nicki: dont even fucking play with me right now

SB: Im done playing with you that is why we are gonna talk right this minute cause im sick of you and this whole attitude. I told you there's nothing going on between Shanell and I. What the hell did you tell Wayne today?

Nicki: I dont know who the hell you think your talking to but its damn sure not a person in this room!

SB: yeah your right cause honestly I dont know where the adult that used to be around her went

She got leaving her food on the counter and stormed past him

SB:*chuckles* there you go again running like a scared child!! That's all you ever do these days run!!

She stopped at the bottom of the stairs her back to him

SB: you cant run forever Onika.

She just stood there her hand on the rail sweating as he walked  up behind her. He put his had on her hips and whispered in her ear

SB: stop running and let me be what you and I both know you want me to.

He moved her hair from her neck and gently sucked on it. A moan escaped her lips

Nicki: Sa-Safaree... stop

SB: Tell me you dont want this Makes circles with the tip of his tongue*

Nicki: sss... I.. mmm

SB: Tell me you dont wanna be with me

All she could do was moan

SB:tell me you dont love me

Nicki: I... *gasps* Faree.. mmmmnnn.. pl-please...

SB: please what?

He said running his right hand slowly down her thigh and over her crotch. She could feel her juices running on the inside of her thighs. But she was afraid  to give in to him. She'd been hurt so many time before and she didnt want to get hurt again. he heard a slight sob come from her before he noticed the tear on her cheek. He pulled away quickly.

SB: Nic... im sorry

She turned her face away from him. He ran his hand over his face and let out a sigh. She walked away quickly. up the stairs and to her bedroom.

A couple hours later as Safaree lay on his bed, grey boxers on, face illuminated by the moonlight through his window as he looked up at the dark ceiling he heard his door open. He didnt move he knew it could only be her. She stood in his door way for a bit just looking at his body as he lay out on his bed. She walked over to the foot of the bed and climbed up straddling him.

SB: Nicki what are you..

She put her finger on his lips for him to stop talking.

Nicki: I was upset because she had your lips before me. But it was my own fault I keep running from my feelings like you said. I do want this *kisses him* I do want you *kisses him again* Im done running *licks and sucks his bottom lips* I love you Safaree

Their kiss was long and passionate. Its like they were making up for all the times that could have been. They broke the kiss only for him to remove her top. She could feel him getting hard under her womanhood. She undid her bra and tossed it to the floor before going back in for his lips. He flipped them over putting her beneath him. He ripped her lace panties off and ran his hand along the inside of her thigh. He squeezed it.

SB: are you sure?

She pulled him back to her lips kissing him before she responded.

Nicki: I want it all... raw... no barriers

against his lips

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Safaree ran his hand over his face before getting up and going after her. He found her walking down the long hallway and quickly caught up with her.

SB: Nicki!

She kept walking. He held her by her wrist and backed her against the wall. He waisted no time in explaining who the female was.

SB: Calm down. Its just my sister

She looked at him confused. She didnt usually stay in the car when he brought her by so why now. He must have read what she was thinking

SB: I didnt know if you were up to having a guest thats why she stayed.

She looked away. He used his hand to gently turn her face back to his their eyes met

SB: After what happened do you actually think I'd be stupid enough to bring another woman here?

 A tear lingered on her cheek. He rested his forehead against hers and closed his eyes. They stayed that way in silence for a bit. He wanted to say so much but he knew he had to choose his words carefully with her and so instead of making the mistake of saying something stupid and losing her possibly forever he kept his mouth shut.

Nicki: please dont leave me

She said in a voice barely above a whisper. He raised his head and looked at her. She was looking at the floor

Nicki: please dont go

She said before raising her head and meeting his eyes with hers. He kissed her. A soft kiss that spoke so much.

SB: Nicki I...

Nicki: Faree please...

They were silent for minutes, just looking into each others eyes. Slowly she moved closer to him, closing her eyes  she kissed him. Their kiss lasted 5 minutes before she stopped, their lips still touching she spoke into his mouth

Nicki: make love to me

He kissed her back slipping his hand around her waist, her hands moved around his neck and he broke the kiss again.

SB: I want to... but I cant...  I wont... Not like this...

She loked down and he kissed her forehead.

SB: Im gonna drop my sister back at the apartment. I'll be back in a few ok

She shook her head yes

SB: Do you need anything?

Nicki: No

She said softly. He kissed her again before leaving.


***********

Safaree returned and found her on the couch in the living room. The tv was on spongebob but her eyes were closed. He walked over to the couch and knelt down in front of her. He kissed the tip of her nose and she swatted him. Her eyes flew open when  she hit his face.

Nicki: Im so sorry

she said. He pecked her lips

SB: Its cool. I got you some ice cream.. Chocolate chip

She smiled and sat up. he handed her the ice cream and went to get her a spoon out of the kitchen. When he came back she had turned the tv down, rested the ice cream on  the coffee table and was fiddling with her fingers nervously. He sat beside her and handed her the spoon.

They spent the rest of their evening on the couch watching cartoons and laughing. She ate the tub of ice cream feeding him a spoonful every now  and then until it was finish.. She fell asleep with her head on his lap.

Nicki woke up in here bedroom to the smell of vanilla candles. The light dance on the walls in her bathroom. He walked in.

SB: Finally awake.. I ran u a bath. Water is just the way you like it. I'ma go back to making dinner

Half an hour later she walked into the kitchen in her pink PJs. She walked over to the counter and sat on a stool.

SB: I want you to taste something

Nicki: ok

she said as he walked over to her, the spoon in his right hand with the left under the spoon preventing any dripping to the floor. He brought the spoon to her lips and she opened her mouth looking into his eyes. She closed her lips over the spoon and he gently pulled it out. He awaited a response.

Nicki: mmm... that's so good what is that?

SB: a sauce

Nicki: -_________-.. what's in it?

SB: secret ingredients and nope I'm not tellin' you what they are.  what matters is that you like it

Nicki: not anymore.. its actually too tangy, could use some salt and some ginger.

She got up and walked over the refrigerator

SB: Lies!! Anyway dinner will be ready in a few

She closed the fridge and leaned against it opening the bottle of vitamin water she took out and took a sip.

Nicki: not eatin' till u tell me whats in that sauce

SB: Then I guess I'm eating alone or maybe I'll invite Sh.. Candi and Lauren over.

He couldnt believe he almost let her name slip. He thought he she didnt hear him but when he turn around and looked at her he knew she had. She sat at the table head down playing with the little corner of the plastic wrapper on the bottle that had lifted. He cursed himself silently.

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Chapter 6 -> What I'm Tryna Say Is That I Love You.. Part 2

Her pillows were damp from crying herself to sleep. She shivered as the evening breeze caressed her skin. Slowly her eyes  fluttered open, She had left the patio doors wide and a soft, quiet rain fell outside. She closed her eyes again taking a deep breath before getting up to go close them. She walked into her bathroom and turned the shower on allowing it to run while she undressed. She looked at herself in the bathroom mirror. Her eyes were puffy and red. She let out a deep sigh before walking over to and stepping into the shower. She stood there for a minute just letting the water beat down on her face. After her shower she wrapped her body in a baby pink towel and head out. After putting her underwear on she walked to her closet to find something comfy. She came across one of his shirts. he had left it in her room a few morning sago by accident, while double checking a bag he had some things in for a show she was doing. She took it down and ran her fingers over the soft material before deciding to put it on the head back to bed.

At 2am she sat up in bed hugging her pillow. It was pouring outside. The thunder was horrible and the lightning just made it scarier. She was just about to reach for her phone when it vibrated. It was him. She wasnt sure if she wanted to answer so she held it just looking at the caller ID until it stopped. She closed rested her head on her knees

Nicki: why are you doing this to yourself?

She whispered in the dark. He phone rang again. She pressed the answer button and put the phoned to her ear but didnt say a work.

SB: hello... *sigh* i know you hate it when the weather is like this so Im gonna come by keep you company.. ok

Nicki: NO! Im fine really

The thunder roared and he heard her gasp tryin her best to hold the scream he knew really wanted to come.

SB: Nicki Im not takin no for an answer, I know you're scared... Im almost there.

He hung up before she could protest again.

He was there 15 minutes after they had spoken. She heard a light knock on her open door and his frame as he walked in. The only light in the room was from the flash of the lightning. He walked over to her bedside and sat.. He touched her face gently, her eyes were still a bit puffy.

SB: you been crying?/

She didnt respond she just closed her eyes and took a deep breath. She kept them closed. After stroking her cheek several times with his thumb he bent her kissed right where her dimple would for. His lips sent electricty through. A jolt so powerful she wondered if he felt it too.

SB: Im going to make you some chamomile tea and then you get some rest.

He got up, went around the bed a turned the lamp on that side on dim before walking out the room. A few minutes later he returned with a tray. A cup of tea on it and a container with honey.

Nicki: thank you

She said in almost a whisper. He waited in silence for her to finish, his face to the balcony doors. He would glance at her every now and then. She replaced the cup on the tray and he picked it up.

SB: did you eat? of do you want me to make you something?

Nicki: yes and no thank you

She lied. In fact she hadnt ate all day.

SB: ok... Ima take these down and double check the doors and the alarm system i'll be back

He said before walking out. He didnt believe her when she said she had ate but he knew there was no point arguing about it. Not while she was like this.

When he came back she was getting back into bed. He stopped in her door. He thought of how sexy she loked in his shirt, about why she was wearing it. When he finally snapped out of his trance he spoke

SB: I'll be in my old room if you need me

He was about to walked away when she spoke

Nicki: wait.... stay... please

There was a moment of silence before he walked in to her room, to the other side of the bed. took his shoes off and lay there. The sounds from the thunder vibrate it the room and he noticed she would pull hers knees up to a fetal position. Then there was a really big one, like an explosion and she screamed hugging her knees to her chest.

SB: Its ok.. its ok

he said moving closer to her as quickly as possibly, She spun around into him and buried her face in his chest. He put his arm around her, she was shaking. He stroked her hair and kissed her head trying to get her calm down. There were a few more big ones before it started o calm down. Maybe now she can sleep. He thought to himself, not realizing that she had already dosed off in his arms. He continued stroking her hair. Everything felt so right.

*****
As she awoke she heard a rhythmic beat and felt her head gently rising and falling. Her hand was across his rock hard abs, one of her legs across and laying in between both of his. She had slept in his arms. A smile crept onto her lips and he felt it but he didnt want to startle her so he kept still. She ever so carefully lifted her head and looked up at his face. So handsome when he's sleep she thought. She put her lips to his chest and kissed it softly hoping he was too deep in his sleep to feel it. She took her thumb and lightly started tracing over his lips. He kissed it and opened his eyes. Her hand flew back back and she apologized

Nicki: Im sorry

she said looking away.

SB: you dont have to apologize.

She sat up and tucked a few strands of loose hair behind her ear, her head down looking at her blanket. He sat up behind her.

SB: Why is it so hard for you to admit it Nicki?

She opened her mouth to respond but didnt

SB: your whole attitude since it happened, wearing my shirt to bed after kicking me out, waking up smiling and kissing my chest because you thought I was asleep, running your finger over my lips I know Nicki. But why is it so hard to say? All you have to do is say it and it can happen

Nicki: THERE'S NOTHING TO SAY SAFAREE!!

She yelled at him before he could finish, threw the covers back and head to the bathroom slamming the door behind her. He just shook his head.

SB: Fine!!

He said before getting up putting his shoes on and leaving. He didnt even tell her he was gone.

*****

1 day, 2 days, 3 days, 4. No text, no phone call, nothing. She would hesitate every time she took up the phone to call him and end up not making the call. So she found herself another night in bed, his bed, crying herself to sleep.

Reluctantly he put his key in the front door and opened it. He stepped in closing it and disarming the alarm. He looked around for a bit moving to the stairs shortly after. He just wanted to get some more of his clothes to take back to his new apartment. He walked the hallway and stopped at her door undecided as to whether he should knock or not. He chose not to. He walked the rest of the hallway to his old bedroom door nd pushed it open.As he walked in he heard sniffling and looked over to see her curled up in his bed. He walked over to her and got up on the bed. He pulled her close. Slowly her hand snake around him,. He looked down at her and using his hand he raised her head but she she avoided his eyes. He used his thumb to wipe away her tears. He brought his face closer to hers

SB: You really need to stop this

he whispered against her lips

SB: It doesnt have to be like this

He said again they were both breathing heavy. She looked into his eyes and he kissed her softly before pulling away again. She raised her hand to his cheek and caressed his face. She opened her mouth to say something but looked down from his eyes to his chin and just licked her suddenly dry lips. As she looked back to his eyes and was about to speak again his phone rang

SB: Hello

She heard a females voice ask him if everything was ok

SB: yeah.. I'l be down in a few.... Im sorry what were you going to say Nic?

Nicki: ummm...

The words choked off a she began to cry again. She pulled away from him got up and ran out the room..


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Chapter 5 --> What I'm Tryna Say Is That I Love You..

Nicki: Safaree!! WTF?!! GET OUT!!
SB: Im sorry I heard You scream! I..
Nicki: Just go!!
She cut him off. He closed the door quickly, shook his head smiled and walked back to his room.

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Nicki walked into the kitchen to see Safaree making breakfast. She avoided all eye contact with him got her plate and a glass of OJ and walked out without saying a word. he smiled as she left. After a few minutes she returned putting the plate and glass in the kitchen sink. He walked up behind her. Her breath caught in her throat and she closed her eyes for a bit trying her best to keep her composure.

SB: so is this how Ima be treated from now on? you're not gonna talk to me not even look at me?

She slipped away from him and walked off in a hurry.

SB: FINE ONIKA!! TWO CAN PLAY THAT GAME!

he shouted to her as she walked away.

Later that day as he sat playing his video game the front opened and Candi walked in.

SB: Hey short stuff wats poppin?

Candi: *rolls eyes* hey

she said dryly and head towards nd up the stairs.

SB: *shakes head* women.. if one gets upset they all get upset. Dont see why that kiss is such a big deal.

**Nicki's room**

Candi: you know eventually you're gonna have to talk to him about something

Nicki; Can not now please.

She said in an annoyed tone

Candi: then when Nicki?? You cant keep hiding your feelings from him.
he doesnt know so he is gonna continue doin bullshit and you're gonna stay ending up in this position.

Nicki: Candice *takes deep breath* Im really.. really not in the mood to discuss anything to do with him right now so if thats all you came here for then you can leave

She said gettin up and walking out to the balcony

Candi: you are so gahtdamn stubborn you know that? and its your stubbornness thats gonna caus you to always get hurt. Do you really think if he knew about your feelings for him he'd have let her even get that close to his face? but you know what Im done with that i wont even speak on it again. Do you Nic. Just dont call me when the tears are falling cause all ima keep telling you over and over is i Told you so.

With that Candi left. Nicki sat out on the balcony looking out at LA as her tears slowly ran down her cheeks. She knew her bestfriend was right but she was afraid. She went back to her bedroom and got some clothes out. She needed to get out the house. After getting her clothes together she went and took a long shower. She closed her eyes and let the water run over her face. Should she tell him should she not tell him. Her mind and heart were in debate. After she had finshed showering and got dressed, she checked herself one last time in the mirror then walked out.

When she got downstairs she didnt see him she figured he must be in his room. She decided not to tell him she was leaving. She opened the front door to see a very nervous Shanell about to knock.

Nell: Nicki... I

Nicki: what are you doing here?

Nicki cut her off. Shanell was surprised at her tone she thought everything was ok now.

Nell: I.. well firstly lemme apologize again for what happened it was...

Nicki: 150 voice messages, 45 texts, 16 flower bouquets I think I've had enough of your apologies.

Nell: Well... thats not the only reason I came.. I.. Safaree asked me to come by

She said avoiding all eye contact with Nicki.

SB: Hey Nell just in time

He said as he stepped past Nicki and gave her a hug. She gave him a half smile. Nicki couldnt believe that after seeing how upset she was about their kiss he had to nerve to invite her over. She felt the tears forming in her eyes again and just walked off to her car leaving them standing there.

Nell: Maybe I should go... i really dont wanna cause any trouble

SB: No dont we need to talk. Come in

Nelly: Safaree..

SB: trust me its all good come in

She was hesitant but she went inside. Nicki's car sped out of the driveway as SB closed the front door. She was beyond angry. The nerve of him. She sped down the street as her head was flooded with thoughts of what they could be doing. She slowed down and pulled over trying to collect herself. Her face was wet with her tears and her eyes blury. She grabbed her bag from the passengers seat and dug for her phone. She texted him.

I cant fucking believe you Safaree!! You have until i get back to get your shit and get the fuck out my house with that bitch.


He replied

Nic I only asked her over to talk about what happened. You're acting like I cheated on you or something and we arent even in a relationship.


He awaited her response but she never did.

A few hours later she pulled into the drive way to find him sitting outside on the steps with two Louis duffle bags beside him. She got out the car slamming the door and walked towards the house.

Nicki: why the fuck are you still here? leave or Im calling the cops

SB: Nicki come on dont be like that

He said getting up and walking up to the door behind her. She dialed 911 and put the phone to her ear. He grabbed it from her, ended the call and put her phone in his pocket.

Nicki: the fuck is wrong with you. how you gon grab my fucking phone out my hands?

SB: NO the question is what the hell is wrong with you Nicki! I told you i asked her over so we could talk about what happened. You've been treating me like shit since that kiss happened and I'm still a bit confused as to why. You know damn well she was drunk and I dont even like her like that. so what is the problem?

She just looked at him shook her head and went inside,. She was about to close the door when he blocked it with his hand.

Nicki: could you just leave and leave me alone please

She said in a soft voice. He could see the tears welling in her eyes and hear the hurt in her voice.

SB: not until you tell me whats wrong. Nic i cant know how to fix it if I dont know the problem

She took a breath and looked him in the eyes as she blinked the tears ran down the sides of her face

Nicki: you'll figure it out

She said softly before walking away from him and heading up the stairs to her room. Safaree ran his hand over his face and put both hands on his head. He wasnt gonna leave. He couldnt leave her like that. Couldnt leave her hurting. He went outside and got his bags and brought them up to his room. He then went back downstairs and decided to make her something to eat. When he was done cooking he went to bring her her phone but her door was locked so he went back downstairs and sat on the couch. His head back, eyes closed as he thought about everything that had happened since Shanell kissed him. Her words kept replaying in his head. After several minutes of thinking he asked himself the question 'Is she jealous?". It finally made complete sense. He thought about it before but he didnt want to believe it. He decided to go and try speaking to her again. As he got up he saw her coming down the stairs.

SB: here's your phone

He held it out so she could take it but didnt let go when she held onto it.

SB: can we talk for a min please

Nicki: i have nothing to say to you Safaree

SB: then just listen what i have to say

Nicki: *deep sigh*

SB: Please.. i wont be long.. and i'll leave after we talk if you really want me to leave that badly

Nicki: start talking

she said folding her arms across her chest

SB: are you gonna at least sit down??

She didnt move she just waited on him to begin speaking

SB: *sigh* ok.... Look Nic im sorry, that kiss meant absolutely nothing to me. She was drunk ass hell i was also under the influence it just happened.

He walked up to her and put his right hand on the left side of her face, resting his head on the right side of hers. He spoke softly in her ears.

SB: I think I know what the problem is but I dnt wanna do what I have in mind off my assumption. All you have to do is tell me how you feel Onika. Call me if you need me. I Love you baby. *kisses her cheek*

With that he walked out the front door. She stood there, her heart smiling because he said he loved her and called her baby. She wanted to go after him but she didnt... she couldnt.. she thought she wasnt ready.


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Chapter 4 --> How Could You Do that Shit?

Nicki paused for a minute in the kitchen trying to pull herself together then went to see her guests out. When she closed the front door she heard him walk in. She turned around and folded her arms, leaned against the door and looked him in the face.he could see anger written in bold caps across her forehead. He began to speak

SB: Nic..

Nicki: I dont wanna hear it

She said cutting him off.

Nickii: How the fuck could you do that? How could you kiss her? What the fuck were you thinking? HUH?

he looked at her puzzled for a while before he responded to her

SB: Nicki she kissed me. I..

Nicki: are you fucking her behind my back too?

She cut him off again.

SB: What?! No! and why are you so upset about this?

Nicki: why am i upset?! *chuckles* did you really just ask me that? you know what Fuck this!! Fuck you! and Fuck her!! You better not be in my fucking house when i get back out my room.

and with that she stormed off leaving him lost in her words and dumb struck.

SB: What in the actual fuck just happened?

He went to sit in the couch thinking about all she had just said to him. He couldnt believe she had just kicked him out.

Nicki slammed her bedroom door shut and walked over t her bed falling face first into her pillow. She screamed into it then turned onto her back. She thought about what had happened between Shanell and Sb and turned on her side pulled her legs up then closed her eyes.

At 12 noon Safaree got up from hius spot on t he couch and went to Nicki's bedroom door. He knocked but there was no answer. He knocked a few more times

Nicki: WHAT?!! and why are you still here?

SB: *sigh* remember you have to be in the studio at 2

He heard her let out a sigh of disgust then went to his room to shower and get ready. They met up downstairs by the door, the driver was outside waiting.  He looked her over but didnt say a word to her. She was wearing grey jeans, a black to and black boots. He was a little surprise cause she hadnt worn jeans in while. So he wondered about the sudden change. They walked out to the car and he opened the door for her and she got in then he got in beside her and she scooted over some more. He shook his head and closed the door. The car pulled out of their driveway.

Safaree opened the front door for Nicki and she walked in. She was glad to finally be home. She made her way to the living to take her heels off because her feet were killing her. He closed the door and walked over to help her with her shoes. He knelt infront of her and took her foot out off her hand

Nicki; I dont need your help!

She said in an angry tone

SB: I didnt ask if you wanted it Im gonna help you

She used her hand to forcefully push his head back but after he swayed backwards a bit he went back to helping out with her shoes

Nicki: UGH!!!

After he got both her shoes off he placed a hand on either side of her legs and looked her in the eyes

SB: You been givin a coon the silent treatment all day. Now I want you to talk to me cause I'm not sure whats goin on here

She didnt answer. She just rolled her eyes at him and leaned back in the couch.

SB;*sigh* Nic look.. that kiss with Shanell was...

He stopped when he saw that her eyes got watery and she turned her head away. He reached for her chin and turned her face back to his. She closed her eyes as he did this and the tears that had formed in her e yes ran down her cheeks.

SB: Nicki I... Im so so sorry

He used his thumb to wipe the tears from her cheek and kissed the right corner of her mouth. She gasped when he did this and her eyes got wide as she looked at him. He stood up and walked away, heading up the stairs and to his room. Later that night as he stood by his window thinking about Nicki and all that had happened he saw Drakes car pull into the driveway out front. He decided to go down to the kitchen to get a drink but also decided this was an opportunity to find out why he was here at this hour. As he walked the stairs Nicki passed him practically running down and rushed to the front door. SB made his way to the kitchen and stayed there for a while as he tried to figure out what exactly he wanted to drink. After deciding on vitamin water he walked back through the living room where he saw them on the couch she had her head in his lap and they were talking. Drake called to him as he passed through and he responded dryly then continued up to his room.

Drake: Everything ok with SB?

Nicki: yeah he's fine

She got up from his lap and sat back on her legs. But her whole expression and mood seemed to change when he asked that.

Drake: so I have something for you

he said changing the subject

Nicki: *smiles* what is it?

Drake: Its.. this

he leaned in and kissed her on the cheek and as he did he felt her dimple form so he knew she was smiling hard.

Nicki: you're too sweet Drake

Drake: so Ive been told

He said smoothing his hand over his chin and licking his lips. Nicki laughed a little

Nicki: cocky ass

Drake: but you like it *smiles*

After a moment of silence he spoke up again looking at his watch first

Drake: I should be going. Its gettin late and you need your beauty sleep.

Nicki: but i dint want you to go yet?

She said in a soft tone

Drake: Nic i..

She cut him off by putting her lips on his. She kissed him as if her life depended on it and he kissed her back. She ran her hands under his shirt and up his chest using her fingernails to flip his nipples. he moaned into her mouth He reached for the hem up her T-shirt and pulled it over her head breaking their kiss only for that reason. He moved to her neck then down to her breasts as he unhooked her bra and tossed them aside. Nicki bit her lips and moaned as Drake kissed her all over. He moved down to her navel and below as he began to slowly remove her black thongs. he kissed and sucked the inside of her thighs until she begged him to to stop teasing her. He put his entire mouth over her clit and began sucking which caused her to gasp loudly and try to pull away but he wasnt having that. He inserted to fingers into her center. It as warm, wet and slippery and he began moving them back and forth. He sucked, licked and nibbled her clit and lips until her legs began to shake. As her reached her she grabbed onto Drake's head and screamed her pleasure.

Nicki: Aaaahhh!!! FAREEEEEEE!!!!!!

Her eyes shot open when she heard a door burst open. He had heard her scream and came rushing to her. To her surprise she was in bed under the covers with her knees bent, legs open and her back arched looking at the ceiling, no Drake. She knew he was at the door but she couldnt look that direction. All he did was stand there, he knew exactly what had happened.

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