Saturday, 5 May 2012

Chapter 5 --> What I'm Tryna Say Is That I Love You..

Nicki: Safaree!! WTF?!! GET OUT!!
SB: Im sorry I heard You scream! I..
Nicki: Just go!!
She cut him off. He closed the door quickly, shook his head smiled and walked back to his room.

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Nicki walked into the kitchen to see Safaree making breakfast. She avoided all eye contact with him got her plate and a glass of OJ and walked out without saying a word. he smiled as she left. After a few minutes she returned putting the plate and glass in the kitchen sink. He walked up behind her. Her breath caught in her throat and she closed her eyes for a bit trying her best to keep her composure.

SB: so is this how Ima be treated from now on? you're not gonna talk to me not even look at me?

She slipped away from him and walked off in a hurry.

SB: FINE ONIKA!! TWO CAN PLAY THAT GAME!

he shouted to her as she walked away.

Later that day as he sat playing his video game the front opened and Candi walked in.

SB: Hey short stuff wats poppin?

Candi: *rolls eyes* hey

she said dryly and head towards nd up the stairs.

SB: *shakes head* women.. if one gets upset they all get upset. Dont see why that kiss is such a big deal.

**Nicki's room**

Candi: you know eventually you're gonna have to talk to him about something

Nicki; Can not now please.

She said in an annoyed tone

Candi: then when Nicki?? You cant keep hiding your feelings from him.
he doesnt know so he is gonna continue doin bullshit and you're gonna stay ending up in this position.

Nicki: Candice *takes deep breath* Im really.. really not in the mood to discuss anything to do with him right now so if thats all you came here for then you can leave

She said gettin up and walking out to the balcony

Candi: you are so gahtdamn stubborn you know that? and its your stubbornness thats gonna caus you to always get hurt. Do you really think if he knew about your feelings for him he'd have let her even get that close to his face? but you know what Im done with that i wont even speak on it again. Do you Nic. Just dont call me when the tears are falling cause all ima keep telling you over and over is i Told you so.

With that Candi left. Nicki sat out on the balcony looking out at LA as her tears slowly ran down her cheeks. She knew her bestfriend was right but she was afraid. She went back to her bedroom and got some clothes out. She needed to get out the house. After getting her clothes together she went and took a long shower. She closed her eyes and let the water run over her face. Should she tell him should she not tell him. Her mind and heart were in debate. After she had finshed showering and got dressed, she checked herself one last time in the mirror then walked out.

When she got downstairs she didnt see him she figured he must be in his room. She decided not to tell him she was leaving. She opened the front door to see a very nervous Shanell about to knock.

Nell: Nicki... I

Nicki: what are you doing here?

Nicki cut her off. Shanell was surprised at her tone she thought everything was ok now.

Nell: I.. well firstly lemme apologize again for what happened it was...

Nicki: 150 voice messages, 45 texts, 16 flower bouquets I think I've had enough of your apologies.

Nell: Well... thats not the only reason I came.. I.. Safaree asked me to come by

She said avoiding all eye contact with Nicki.

SB: Hey Nell just in time

He said as he stepped past Nicki and gave her a hug. She gave him a half smile. Nicki couldnt believe that after seeing how upset she was about their kiss he had to nerve to invite her over. She felt the tears forming in her eyes again and just walked off to her car leaving them standing there.

Nell: Maybe I should go... i really dont wanna cause any trouble

SB: No dont we need to talk. Come in

Nelly: Safaree..

SB: trust me its all good come in

She was hesitant but she went inside. Nicki's car sped out of the driveway as SB closed the front door. She was beyond angry. The nerve of him. She sped down the street as her head was flooded with thoughts of what they could be doing. She slowed down and pulled over trying to collect herself. Her face was wet with her tears and her eyes blury. She grabbed her bag from the passengers seat and dug for her phone. She texted him.

I cant fucking believe you Safaree!! You have until i get back to get your shit and get the fuck out my house with that bitch.


He replied

Nic I only asked her over to talk about what happened. You're acting like I cheated on you or something and we arent even in a relationship.


He awaited her response but she never did.

A few hours later she pulled into the drive way to find him sitting outside on the steps with two Louis duffle bags beside him. She got out the car slamming the door and walked towards the house.

Nicki: why the fuck are you still here? leave or Im calling the cops

SB: Nicki come on dont be like that

He said getting up and walking up to the door behind her. She dialed 911 and put the phone to her ear. He grabbed it from her, ended the call and put her phone in his pocket.

Nicki: the fuck is wrong with you. how you gon grab my fucking phone out my hands?

SB: NO the question is what the hell is wrong with you Nicki! I told you i asked her over so we could talk about what happened. You've been treating me like shit since that kiss happened and I'm still a bit confused as to why. You know damn well she was drunk and I dont even like her like that. so what is the problem?

She just looked at him shook her head and went inside,. She was about to close the door when he blocked it with his hand.

Nicki: could you just leave and leave me alone please

She said in a soft voice. He could see the tears welling in her eyes and hear the hurt in her voice.

SB: not until you tell me whats wrong. Nic i cant know how to fix it if I dont know the problem

She took a breath and looked him in the eyes as she blinked the tears ran down the sides of her face

Nicki: you'll figure it out

She said softly before walking away from him and heading up the stairs to her room. Safaree ran his hand over his face and put both hands on his head. He wasnt gonna leave. He couldnt leave her like that. Couldnt leave her hurting. He went outside and got his bags and brought them up to his room. He then went back downstairs and decided to make her something to eat. When he was done cooking he went to bring her her phone but her door was locked so he went back downstairs and sat on the couch. His head back, eyes closed as he thought about everything that had happened since Shanell kissed him. Her words kept replaying in his head. After several minutes of thinking he asked himself the question 'Is she jealous?". It finally made complete sense. He thought about it before but he didnt want to believe it. He decided to go and try speaking to her again. As he got up he saw her coming down the stairs.

SB: here's your phone

He held it out so she could take it but didnt let go when she held onto it.

SB: can we talk for a min please

Nicki: i have nothing to say to you Safaree

SB: then just listen what i have to say

Nicki: *deep sigh*

SB: Please.. i wont be long.. and i'll leave after we talk if you really want me to leave that badly

Nicki: start talking

she said folding her arms across her chest

SB: are you gonna at least sit down??

She didnt move she just waited on him to begin speaking

SB: *sigh* ok.... Look Nic im sorry, that kiss meant absolutely nothing to me. She was drunk ass hell i was also under the influence it just happened.

He walked up to her and put his right hand on the left side of her face, resting his head on the right side of hers. He spoke softly in her ears.

SB: I think I know what the problem is but I dnt wanna do what I have in mind off my assumption. All you have to do is tell me how you feel Onika. Call me if you need me. I Love you baby. *kisses her cheek*

With that he walked out the front door. She stood there, her heart smiling because he said he loved her and called her baby. She wanted to go after him but she didnt... she couldnt.. she thought she wasnt ready.


SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO WHAT DO YALL THINK!! SORRY FOR LEAVING YALL SO LONG!!!!!!!!! I KNOW I KNOW!!!!!!!! COMMENT!!!!!!!!!!!! K Love yall!

4 comments:

  1. omg thought you were paying this story dust. uh oh what nic gon do?

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  2. YOOOOOO YES YES YES SOOOOOO JAPPY!!!! Not u paying this story dust tho!!! U need to post cuz I wanna know what happens k.

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  3. YOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO That was GREAT!!!! poor little nic is jealous! I felt bad for her cause she felt betrayed and nothing even started between them. I know she was dying to tell him how she really felt but her pride was in the way. But SB handled that sooooooo well! he was so sensitive to her feelings and he reassured her that he loved her that was soo sweet and I don't like that SNL did that but she really was sorry and nicki was so mean to her I feel like they need to make up fast.

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  4. WOOOOOOOWWWW!! I loved this. Her being jealous is absolutely cute tho.SB kinda on the slow side HAHAHA

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