Chapter 19 --> Just How Innocent??

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When they got back to Cali everything seemed to be working fine. However, Jhené got a bit concerned about Tay. She's been acting different since their trip. Nicki offered to spend some time with her to see if she would open up about it. They were both chilling in the jacuzzi out back talking about some of the barbz when Nicki's phone rang.

Nicki: oh hey we're out back
She said then hung up.
Tay: who was that?
Nicki: I invited Candi and Lauren over for a few hours then its just us again
Tay: oh
She said before getting up and wrapping her towel around her then heading inside
Nicki: Tay?!
Candi and Lauren got out back right as Tay was heading inside
Candi: somebody is not too happy to see us
Lauren: No somebody is not too happy to see you
Nicki: what's that suppose to mean?
Lauren: Candi has a girlfriend in TM
Candi: dont even play with me right now she's not my girlfriend
Nicki: wait... rewind and say that again?
Candi: Tay seems to have a bit of a crush on me
Lauren: you call sending you a nude pic a crush?
Nicki: she sent you a nude picture?? when? where?
Candi: New York. When we went to TT's
Nicki: Is this why she's been acting like this since she came back?
Lauren: prolly and Thembi
Nicki: God what did Thembi do?
She said as she driedn some of the water off her body?
Candi:  the same thing she always does
Nicki: *shakes head* I'll be back yall
She went inside to find Tay in the kitchen eating lettuce and cheese
Nicki: weird choice of snack with all that's in here to eat
Tay: this is what I felt like eating.
She said stuffing more lettuce in her mouth. Nicki sat on one of the stools by the counter
Nicki: are you coming back out there
Tay: dont really feel like it
Nicki: ok Tay come on talk to me tell me what's up. what's on your mind?
Tay: what is there that I can tell you that havnt already?
Nicki: Tay what they say doesnt matter until I here it from you.
Tay: Nic can we just not do thi sright now? please
Nicki: ok tell you what. You come back out with me now and i'll leave you alone until you're ready to tell me about it or you could stay in and i call the girls in and we discuss this now
Tay: Nic-
Nicki: take your pic
Tay: ugh!! Fine I'll come back out

**Later that evening**

Nicki was on the phone with Jhené when she heard a knock on her bedroom door.
Nicki: come in
Tay: are you busy or can we talk
Nicki: baby lemme call you back. Tay's ready to talk... okay *big smile* Oh i got something for you alright *giggles nd hangs up*
She pat the spot next to her for Tay to sit.
Tay: was that my sister?
Nicki: yes it was
Tay: you told her?
Nicki: I told her we were gonna talk tonight that's it. Its up to you o tell her the rest
Tay: *sigh*
she played with her fingers and stared at the floor. Nicki closed her eyes
Nicki: whenever you're ready. Im all ears
It was silent for about 10 minutes before she began speaking
Tay: Jordan is not my boyfriend he's  my bestfriend we're both TM and he's gay. No I dont like boys, eww. I just, I wasnt sure how Jhen would react if she knew I was like her. I kinda feel like she expects me to be different and so do my parents but thats just not me. I dont have a girlfriend at the moment cause most girls my age are cheaters and arent really sure what they want in a relationship.... this thing with Candi is nothing new like Im not the only girl in TM who likes her like that and ther are girls who like Lauren too... trust if you were to witness our skype nd tiny chat video messages you'd be shocked.... you see us on your TL. anyway  yeah I sent her a pic. but I wasnt expecting her to show it to the others and Thembi just attacked me like... anyway there you have it yes I like Candi and Know she's older than me but I cant help I like older women.

She waited for Nicki to respond.
Nicki: Firstly I know Jordan is not your boyfriend the way he talks about dick on my TL and I had a feeling you were into girls I've seen your tweets and dont ask me how I know cause yall know I be knowing stuff when you think I dont. I haven't said anything to your sister however. That's not my place.As for this crush on Candice *sits up in bed* Tay... your 19, Can is much older than you with two kids. I'm sure-
Tay: you're sure what? I can find somebody my own age? well maybe I dont want to. Bunch of stuck up brats who dont know what the hell they want out of life! I'll pass!! You know what just forget it. This lil crush I had..... its forgotten ok. So you dont have to worry about me hitting on your friend anymore.

She ran out. Nicki called to her but she didnt stop, so she just dropped back onto the bed looking at the ceiling. She didnt speaking to her for the rest of that day.

He squeezed her butt as she nibbled his earlobe. It was 10:30 and they were out on her bedroom balcony. She bit her lip and moaned as he sucked on her neck. She couldn't take it anymore, her thongs were soaking wet and she could feel him hard beneath her. She broke their kiss and pulled her top off as he did his. She licked her lips and  stuck her hand in his boxers pulling out his dick. They kissed as she stroked his member and he ripped her thong off tossing it to the side. She lifted herself off his lap and placed his head at her entrance
SB: babe.. I dont have a condom out here
Nicki: We dont need one
She responded easing down unto him. Tay was down the hall in one of the guest bedrooms lights off staring up at the dark ceiling. She couldnt seem to fall asleep. Her eyes got wide when she heard loud moaning she was sure was coming from outside. She got out the bed and walked over to the patio doors gently sliding them open the moans grew louder. She stepped out looking in the direction of Nicki's bedroom to see Safaree with her in his arms bouncing her up and down on his dick. She quickly stepped back in mouth open eyes wide and then a smile crept onto her face. She walked back to the bed leaving the patio doors open. She took her shirt off tossing it towards the door and slid out of her thong. She got under the covers closed her eyes and thought about the one person she wanted in her bed at that very moment just before squeezing her nipples with her left hand and slipping the right between her legs.

*****
She was in the kitchen making breakfast with her iphone on speaker talking to her bestfriend
Tay: Bri I said I'm not home I wont be for the rest of the week
Bri: where are you then?
Tay: I cant tell you that.
Bri: you're being such a bitch right now Tayihé Okole
Tay: and you're being nosey
Bri: whatevs!! Im glad you took back your twitter account its been odd not having you on my TL sending naughty stuff to Candi
Tay: Ugh!! Bri Im gonna hang up now!
Bri: what?! what did I do?
Tay: Nothing

She didnt notice Nicki standing at the entrance to the kitching

Bri: Ok by the sound of your voice there has to be something wrong
Tay: its nothing just leave it alone please.
Bri: fine...........aahhhh!! Nicki just tweeted
Tay: what'd she say
Bri: hold on..... it says "@HawaiiBarb_T is sitting at my counter eating dry cocoa pebbles and drinking orange juice while talking to Bri" wait... but... whaaaaat?
Tay spun around quickly to see Nicki walking towards her.
Nicki: hi barb!!!
she screamed before ending the call on Tay's phone.
Tay: why'd you do that?
Nicki: because I can!! *pulls her bowl away and eats cereal* So what do you wanna do today?
Tay: stay home and watch TV. Dont you  have to be at the studio or something?
Nicki: oh??... are you trying to say you dont want to spend time with me?
Tay: I didnt say that but you're always either at the studio or doing an interview somewhere?
Nicki: well not today. Today Im spending some time with your sis. So what do you want to do?
Tay: Wow..... guess you didnt get enough last night
She said mumbling the last part under her breath
Nicki: What was that?
Tay: nothin... well what are my options? I certainly dont wanna be here while you and my sister are fucking
Nicki: watch your mouth young lady I am not one of your little friends and I will not hesitate to slap for anything slick or smart that comes out. Now you can either go stay with the girls Candi and Lauren or you can go chill with a friend of your choice down by the beach. There was a third option of  shopping but you lost that when you decide to get rude. Now what do you want to do?
Tay: guess i'll go to the beach. I'll call Bri
Nicki: oh your surfboards are in the pool house. Jhen had them dropped off yesterday while you were being mad at me and my driver will take you to pick your friend up.

She rolled her eyes as Nicki walked off
Nicki: *stops and turns around* oh and if I want to fuck all night and wake up and fuck the whole day after its not your place to sit around thinking about whether or not I got enough the night before.

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Nicki: Mmm baby right there
Jhené: Right.... here?
She replied kissing her neck again
Nicki: *bites lip* yeah....sss oohhhhhhhhhhhh yeah. do that again
They were in the living room on the plush white carpet stripped down to their panties only.
She kissed down to her breasts and gave each one the same amount of attention nibbling and sucking on each nipple, leaving her mark on the sides. She made ehr way down to her belly button then stopped and went back to her lips.
Jhené: keep your eyes closed i'll be right back
Nicki: mmm *giggles* k.
Jhené went over to her bag on the couch and took out two items then went back over to Nicki straddling her. She was about to open her eyes when
Jhené: ah ah! eyes closed
Nicki: *giggles* what are you doing?
Jhené smile and kissed her raising both her hands above her head and placing the pink fuzzy handcuffs around her wrist.
Nicki: you're such a freak
Jhené: act like you dont like it
She said slipping the blindfold over her eyes
Nicki: Oh i love it *smiles*
 She was driving Nicki crazy on the floor. She had already cum twice from Jhené just kissing and touching the right places on her body. It was even more intense because she couldnt see where she was gonna touch next. Nicki felt the sole of her foot being kissed and bit her bottom lip to hold her moan in but by the way Jhené licked then bit the pad of her toes she lost it and came again.
Nicki: ba... baby...please
She begged as her body shook from her orgasm.Jhené removed the cuffs and blindfold and looked into her eyes before kissing her passionately then slowly made her way between her legs.

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Bri: I thought I was your bestfriend? Now you're keeping secrets from me
Tay: you are my bestfriend but some things I still cant tell even you. I told you yes I was at HB's hous but that's all I can say and I would think as my friend you would understand that
She said walking up the beach and dropping  her surfboard by the towels
Bri: ugh!! Fine Tay whatever. So I guess I cant come back to the house with you
Tay: Not today
Bri rolled her eyes and started packing her stuff up. She wrapped her towel around her and head for the car putting her stuff on the back seat then went to pick up her board. Tay had the driver drop Bri home then asked him to bring her to Lauren's. She got to the door and knocked. The door opened on her fourth knock
Lauren: Hey
Tay: hey
Lauren: thought Nicki said you werent coming
Tay: I... My friend got mad she couldnt come back to the house with me and I really didnt wanna go back there with all that Im sure is going on.
Lauren: Oh
Tay: Look I'll leave if you're busy -
Lauren: Nooo baby girl its cool. You can stay I don t mind
She waved to the driver letting him know it was ok to leave and stepped inside. Lauren closed the door behind her.
Lauren: Do you wanna shower and change?
Tay: yeah that'd be cool..Please
Lauren showed her to the bathroom and then went back to the kitchen where she had been previously with Candi and Vince drinking and talking.
Candi: who was it?
Lauren: Tay
Candi: oh..
Vince: who's that?
Lauren: Jhené's littlle sister
Vince: word. how old?
Lauren: 19 Vincent *rolls eyes*
Vince: Im just asking?

30mins passed and Tay still hadn't come from the bathroom Lauren was about to go check on her when Candi said she would.
Tay was on the phone with Jordan while using a towel to dry her hair. She heard a knock on the bathroom door and told him to hold placing her phone on the sink she opened the door
Tay: Lauren do you have a blow... dryer
She finished as she saw Candi standing there
Candi: blow dryer is in there top drawer
Candi said pointing
Tay: thank you
She was about to close the door back when Candi used her hand to block it and they stood there just looking each other in the eyes until Candi smiled and walked away. Tay slowly closed the door and went back to her phone call.
Tay: umm yeah
Jordan: what was that about?
Tay: nothing just. keep everything you know off twitter or my ass is dead and we'll talk later
Jordan: lips sealed boo boo. and can you ask HB to follow me please
Tay: ugh!! Bye Jordan
Jordan: love you too bitch!

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Jhené ran her hand through her hair as her eyes fluttered open. She smiled at Nicki's naked body intertwined with hers. She tuck a strand of hair behind her ear and smiled how beautiful she looked asleep. She gently eased from under her careful not to wake her and went to the bathroom to relieve herself. When she was done she pulled on one of Nicki's Ts and went downstairs to check get her phone. She hadnt checked on her sister all day. She called Tay's phone 5 times and didnt get an answer. It was after 6 and she was beginning to get a little worried. She called Bri but she told her she hadn't seen her since 2. She tried calling her again but still no answer. She decided to try Jordan and he told her the last time he spoke to her she was at Lauren's. She took Nicki's phone and searched for Lauren's number then called her she picked up on the third ring
Lauren: Hello
Jhené: hey its Jhen is Tay by you? Ive been calling her phone and no answer
Lauren: She was. Candi left to drop her off over an hour ago.
Jhené: oh ok
Lauren: wait she's not home yet?
Jhené: No but if she's with Candi it's cool. I just wanna make sure she's ok. thank you
Lauren: your welcome

Lauren quickly hung up and called Candi's phone but it rang straight to voicemail. She tried again and the same thing happened.
Lauren: oh no the fuck you didnt
She said rolling her eyes and grabbing her car keys. When she got there Candi wasnt home. So she called her phone one more time she answered on the second ring
Lauren: Jhené just called me asking for to you were suppose to drop her off over an hour ago.
Candi: Tay is at Nicki's
Lauren: so why doesnt her sister know she is and why isnt she answering her phone?
Candi: Im about to drive can I call you back please
Lauren: Candice you didnt?
She hung up in Lauren's ears.

*****
Jhené was in the kitchen making dinner for her and Nicki who was still asleep when the back door slid open and her siter walked in. it was 10 past 7. She was wearing a t-shirt and underwear with her jeans hanging on her bag that was in her hand.
Jhené: where have you been?
Tay: I w-
Jhené: and please answer as the why the fuck half your clothes is off Tay
Tay: Jhen I was just in the pool house
Jhené: doing what? I hope to God you did not bring a boy up in Nic's house cause-
Tay: I wasnt in there with a boy Jhen gosh!! Just like you to be making fucking assumptions.
Jhené: I called your phone God knows how many time and you didnt answer me why? Lauren told me Candi was suppose to drop you off over two hours ago
Tay: and she did. I just told you I was in the pool house.
Jhené: so why is half your clothes off
Tay: *runs hand through her hair* hello I do this everytime I wear jeans you know that
Jhené: come here
She walked over to her sister who hugged her
Jhené: dont you ever make me worry like that again ok
Tay: ok
She eyed the blue black mark on her little sisters neck before saying
Jhené: go on up and shower i'll be up to talk to you in a bit

After she finished making dinner she went up to check on Nicki but she wasnt in bed. She noticed the balcony doors were open and walked out to see her standing by the rail looking out. She walked up to her and wrapped her arms around her.
Jhené: *kisses her neck* you ok?
Nicki: *smiles and turns around in her arms* couldnt be better
Jhené: I made dinner you hunger?
Nicki: not for what you cooked
She responded kissing her
Jhené: well... i... dont mind... giving you more.... but .. you still... need.. to eat
she said between kisses
Nicki: shower with me first
Jhené: ok
She answered as she opened the front of Nicki's robe and pushed it over her shoulder.

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They were walking down to the kitchen Tay was ahead of them and Nicki was holding on to Jhené's shirt walking behind her and talking to Safaree on the phone.
Nicki: Miss you more. Dont be talking to no girls down there. Dnt even tell em hi.... Safaree Im serious!.. Ok.. What time you coming home tomorrow?........................ oh ok.... k... love you too baby.

Jhené sat down after making their plates and Nicki sat straddling her lap
Jhené: *giggles* babe we cant eat like this
Nicki: yes we can *pouts*
Jhené: how?
Nicki: I could sit on the table and you can eat my pussy
She whispered in her ear. Jhené laughed
Jhené: you are so rude
She said as she kissed her and slipped her hands under her t-shirt at that moment she realized she wasnt wearing any underwear. She laughed again and looked into her eyes.
Jhené: so rude
She said and slipped a finger inside her. Nicki gasped throwing her head back and bit her bottom lip. She slowly pulled her finger out and put it in her mouth.
Nicki: ugh! Why'd you stop?
Jhené: cause as good as you taste right now. You need to eat.
Nicki pouted and Jhené kissed her pouty lips.
Tay: Wow!!
was all Tay said and they both turned and looked at her
Jhené: what you should be saying wow for is that big ass mark on your neck which Im sure you are now aware of since your shower
Tay looked down at her food
Nicki: what mark? Tay turned her head to the side so Nicki could see
Jhené: ever since you came back from New York you've been acting different. What happened Tay?
Tay: nothing happened Jhen!
She said getting up
Jhené: well excuse the fuck outa me for not noticing this behavior before. I must have been fucking blind! I asked you this question earlier and Ima ask you again. Who were you in the pool house with? you lied when you answered me before but maybe you'll explain to Nicki why and who you were fucking at her house.
Nicki: whoa!! Hold up!
Nicki said getting up from Jhené's lap.
Nicki: Tay??
Tay: Nicki I-
Jhené: so who's the boy Tay?
Tay: I TOLD YOU I WASNT IN THE POOL HOUSE WITH A FUCKING BOY!!!
She said and got up from the table and storming out. Nicki thought back to earlier when she was standing out on her balcony and saw Candi's car driving out
Nicki: she wasnt with a boy
Nicki said looking at Jhené
Jhené: Is there something you're not telling me Nic
Nicki: there's something she needs to tell you and a phone call I need to make. I'll go get her to come talk to you.

Nicki went and spoke to Tay convincing her to go speak to her sister about what was going on while she called Candi
Candi: Hello
Nicki: I cant fucking believe you right now
Candi: Nicki nothing happened
Nicki: nothing happened?! That hickie on her neck doesnt say nothing happened Candi
Candi: look I dropped her off and helped her bring her stuff around to the pool house we talked for a while about her crush on me about our age difference. She didnt agree with what I had to say and when I was leaving she pulled me back and kissed me... I... couldnt help it.. I kissed her back and yes I got a little caught up in the moment  but I stopped it before it went too far. All we did was kiss
Nicki: Candi...
Candi: it was just a kiss
Nicki was silent on the other end of the line