Chapter 20 --> Consent

Nicki: was it really?

Candi: yes
Nicki: Or was it conformation that hey I do want you
Candi: Nicki-

Nicki: and then what happens when that one kiss becomes two and three

Candi: it wont!

Nicki: you lost control one time too many already Candi! God knows how Jhen is goin to react to this!

Candi: you know what.... *sigh*.... forget it. I have to go Nic

Nicki: Can-

She hung up. Nicki sighed and walked back to the kitchen where Jhené and Tay were talking.

Tay: I've been lying to you about something for a while now.

Jhené: what's that?

Tay: Jordan isnt my boyfriend. He's actually gay and... so am I.

Jhené didnt say anything

Tay: He was just posing as my boyfriend for you and mom and dad. I couldnt see myself really dating a guy *makes face*. There is someone Im interested in, someone you know and I know that our age difference is probably gonna freak you out but I really do like her. A lot and she's the one who was in the pool house with me.
Jhené: who is it?
She asked her face showing no empty of emotion. Tay looked to Nicki then back at her sister
Tay: It's.... Candi
Jhené: Candi??
Tay: Nicki's.. friend
Jhené still said nothing and for a moment she just sat there looking at Tay but in a sense not really seeing her and then she just got up and walked out.
Tay: Jhené aren't you gonna say something?
She asked but her sister didnt answer. Nicki walked over and hugged her she couldnt help but let the tears fall.
Nicki: *kisses her forehead* just give her some time okay
She nodded.

Nicki went and found Jhené standing out on the balcony of her bedroom. She walked up behind her and wrapped her arms around her.
Nicki: come lay with me
They got in bed and faced each other Nicki with her leg between Jhené's
Nicki: what are you thinking?
She closed her eyes and took a deep breath
Jhené: About when she was younger. My little pro surfer. That's all she would go on about, Now she hardly even looks at those surf boards now it's.... *closes eyes* Did she tell you about Candi when you spoke to her?
Nicki: yes she did
Jhené: I just... Candi??
Nicki: I was shocked too trust me. I spoke to Candi about it and she said it was just a kiss that wont happen happen. But I know better I have myself as proof that telling yourself that wont ever work. I know their are difference is crazy but for what it's worth I Know Can wont hurt her.
Jhené turned onto her back and closed her eyes.
Nicki snuggled into her.
Nicki: everything's gonna be ok
She said and kissed her neck.

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He walked in with his duffle and dropped it on the closet floor. It was 5 minutes after 12 in the afternoon and they were still tangled in each other naked and asleep with their hair spread over the pillows. The pink blanket barely covered their bodies in the king sized bed. He smiled and snapped a picture of them before leaving to go shower in the bathroom of his old bedroom. After showering and getting dressed he left for the studio to work on some new beats for her. It wasnt until after 1 that Nicki was awaken by a phone call from Wayne and in the process of reaching for her phone on Jhené's side of the bed she woke her up too. After talking to Wayne and checking her missed calls and text messages she turned to  her girlfreind and gave her a kiss.
Nicki: I love waking up next to you
Jhené: I love waking up next to you too baby
She responded as she stroked her cheek with the back of her hand. She pecked her lips then closed her eyes again.
Nicki: you still thinking about Tay and Candi?
She placed her palm over her eyes. Nicki took her hand from her face and kissed it
Nicki: hey, she's 19. That's still pretty young but just see how this goes. sometimes you just have to let kids live and learn from the choices they make. She'll be fine. *pecks lips* okay?
Jhené: okay but, I need to have a talk to Candi
Nicki: ok. I got something in mind that we can all do together. You can talk to her and we can have a little fun together.
Jhené: what's that?
Nicki: I'll tell you later. Right now*straddles and kisses her* I want *kisses her again* some more *kiss* of this *kiss* fucking *kiss* amazing *kiss* tongue
Jhené smiled against her lips and flipped them over.
Jhené: you *kiss* are *kiss* insatiable

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Nicki: how was Miami
SB: hot!! the sun down there is on some shit man. Did you miss me though?
Nicki: of course I did! Very *pecks his lips* much
SB: I missed you too *kisses her*
Nicki: babe do I have any shows between next Friday and Monday?
SB: dont you have someone who keeps track of that?
she slapped him upside his head
Nicki: Im asking you
SB: -_- I have to call and check
Nicki: ok so call :)
He took his phone out his pocket and called to check what schedule was like and held to phone while telling her what she had to do
SB: two interviews and studio
Nicki: interviews with who
SB: flex and prostyle
Nicki: phone interviews?
SB: yes
Nicki: tell him cancel studio and find me a cabin up by Big Bear Lake. Lakefront. Hmmm should be about 8 people and tell him that shit better not be whack or he getting that pink slip
SB: he heard you says he'll email you when he finds one
Safaree hung up.
SB: what are you up to?
Nicki: nothing *sticks tongue out*
She got up from his lap and head to the kitchen and he followed her
Nicki: babe Im hungry *pouts*
he smacked her butt as he walked to the fridge
SB: what do you want to eat?
Nicki: I dont know just make me something
He went to the cupboard and got out some beefaroni
Nicki: Nooooooo. I want you to cook me something
SB: steamed fish.and some vegetables?
Nicki: mmmm okay

He made her steamed fish and served it with carrot sticks, broccoli and baked corn on the cob. She sat in his lap as she ate feeding him bits from her plate.

Nicki: This is really good baby.
He kissed the back of her head
SB: Thanks Im glad you like it.
His phone rang and he pulled it from his pocket answering.
SB: Hello
"hey babe" a female voice boomed through the speakers. His phone had been doing that a lot lately. Every time he answered it automatically went to speaker phone. She slammed the fork against plate and got up from his lap.

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To be con tinued