Monday, 8 October 2012
ATTENTION!!!!!!!!
OK SOOO I KNOW I'VE HAD YALL WAITING FOR THE REST OF THIS CHAPTER HOWEVER, I'M HERE TO ASK FOR A LIL PATIENCE. MY GRANDAUNT DIED AND I'VE BEEN A BIT BUSY HELPING TO SORT OUT THE FUNERAL ARRANGEMENTS AND SUCH. WHAT I'LL DO TO MAKE UP IS GIVE YOU TWO CHAPTERS AFTER THE FUNERAL. OK? OK. :) LOVE YOU GUYS
Friday, 21 September 2012
Chapter 15 -> All From Your Body Language Pt 1
Macaiah quickly made his way to his bedroom and locked the door. He sat on his bed thinking about what he saw. He knew it wasn't Safaree because he had left Safaree and his mom in the kitchen making dinner. He knew that only left Jhnené, she was the only other person staying over. He thought about all the times Nicki would talk about girls intimately in her raps, raps he hid and listened to because he wasnt allowed to listened to some of her music.
At dinner he sat quietly eyeing Nicki every now and then and when their eyes made four he'd quickly look away.
Carol: So Jhené, how did you and my daughter meet?
Jhené: we *looks at Nicki*.. we met at a get together her friends were having. Safaree had brought me along with him
Carol looked at Safaree then Nicki and back to Jhené
Carol: oh, well how did you and Safaree meet?
Jhené: we lived next door to each other on the same apartment complex. We'd see each other in the mornings when we went to the gym and on other occasions
Carol: that's how you two became friends?
Jhené: yes ma'am
Nicki: Mom stop with the Q & A please you're making her uncomfortable
Carol: I'm just getting to know about her Onika, am I making you uncomfortable dear?
Jhené: *smiles* No ma'am
Carol: see
Nicki rolled her eyes.
Caiah: may I be excused please?
Carol looked and saw he had finished most his food so she allowed him to leave the table telling him before he left to make sure he went and took his bath.
When they were all finished eating Nicki and Jhené cleared the table while Safaree and Carol went to talk in the living room.
Jhené: *closes dishwasher* think you need to have a talk with your brother
Nicki: his ass shouldnt have been snooping around in the first place but I will
:Jhené: I doubt he was snooping more like looking to spend some time with his favorite and only famous big sis.
Nicki: *smiles* truuue
She said backing Jhené against the counter
Jhené: Nicki... what are you doing?
Nicki: what does it look like Im doing? Im about o kiss you
Jhené: haven't we gotten caught one time too many already and your mom and Safaree are in the other room
Nicki: ugh! Fine *folds arms and pouts*
Jhené: awwe bookie dont worry you'll get what you want soon and *whispers in her ear* it'll be worth the wait I promise... Now let's go up and you can go have a talk with the munchkin
When she got to got to Macaiah's room he was watching TV
Nicki: Hey
Caiah: Hey sis
Nicki: can I talk to you for I bit?
Caiah: sure
She went and sat on his bed and he turned the TV off
Nicki: about what you saw earlier I-
Caiah: Nicki I've seen two girls kiss before
Nicki: *shocked face* Macaiah Maraj where the-
Caiah: at school and stop freaking out I mean you talk about other girls in a lot of your raps
Nicki: raps you arent suppose to be listening to
Caiah: but I listen to them anyway. all my frineds do
He said with a little attitude
Nicki: oh?!
Caiah: besides now when kids at school say "your sister is a freak" I can say " and her girlfriend cuter than Angie Jolie" then walk away
Nicki: ok you know what *gently pushes him down on the bed, pulls cover over his head and and stacks two pillows on top of him* Shower and go to bed. You are too much..
After she left her brother's room she went to Jhené's. On opening the door she heard Carol clear her throat.
Nicki: hey, where's Safaree? I was just getting Jhené so we could watch a movie together
Carol: He's downstairs and I wont be joining you all for that movie however, I would like to speak to you before you go downstairs
Nicki: O..Okay *smiles* I'll be there in a few
As she walked into Jhené's room she walked out the bathroom with a yellow towel wrapped around her and her hair wet.
Nicki: *bites bottom lip gently and with a sly smile * looks like I'm right on time
Jhené: *smiles* dont start
Nicki: way to shut me down
Jhené: *giggles* how did it go with Macaiah
Nicki: well I will have you know that he claims to have seen two girls kiss before and says the next time kids at school tell him his sister is a freak he's gonna tell them that her girlfriend is cuter then Angie Jolie
Jhené: burst into giggles* he did not!!
Nicki: Oh girl he did
Jhené: he is too much
NIcki: tell me about it... anyway I was thinking we could watch a movie together so Ima shower and meet you downstairs. You can chill with Faree till I come.Ohh nd my mom wants to speak to me so Ima be a bit longer
Jhené: wait.. Macaiah didnt-
Nicki: No, no and he wont trust me
Jhené: ok... well go see what mama wants then
Nicki: son I feel like a teenager in my own home
She said as she walked out the door.
*****
*knocks door*
Nicki: mom, may I come in?
Carol: yes you may baby
Carol was in bed doing some light reading. When Nicki sat on the bed she put her book marker back in and closed the book.
Nicki: what's up?
Carol: you tell me Onika
Nicki: Well there's nothing much going on with me. Just been doing some recording and interviews. The usual and I have a show coming up
Carol: not exactly the answer I was looking for. I had a little talk with Safaree about the whole apartment situation and a few other things
Nicki: mom I-
Carol: it's ok, you dont owe me an explanation. What I am curious about is your beautiful friend down the hall. Is there something going on between you two?
Nicki: Oh my G- What did Safaree say to you
Carol: so there is something going on?
Nicki: she's just a friend mom
Carol: Onika just friends is like you relationship with Lauren or Candice you two sat at that dinner table looking across at each other like you each wanted the other on the plates infront of you instead of my lasagna .
Nicki: MOM!! *shocked face* I am not about to have this conversation with you right
She got up to leave out the room
Carol: sweetie that man downstairs adores you. He would do anything to please you. I dont see why you feel the need to do this
Nicki: I know he does and he doesnt have a problem with this. We have an agreement!
Carol" and did you once stop and think that maybe he agreed to this because he doesnt want to lose you
Nicki: oh is that what he told you? cause he damn sure seemed happy when he was saying this could be a win situation for him. What he couldnt hold his own so he sent you to do his dirty work
Carol: you will watch your language when you speak to me! an Safaree didnt ask me to speak to you about this.! I did it because-
Nicki: because what?! you dont think its right?! Its MY choice, Im an adult its my mistake to make and this is my house!!
She yelled back.
Carol: *raises hands in defeat* Ok Onika *shakes head*
Nicki: Mom I-
Carol: Dont... I'd like to go to bed now if thats not too much to ask
Nicki: Mom..
Carol: Onika just leave me be.. please
As she walked slowly down the hallway towards her bedroom Jhené saw her and asked if she was ok.
Nicki: Just fine!
She responded sarcastically
Nicki: meet you downstairs in a few k
Jhené: ok
Nicki took a hot long shower then pulled on a fitted t shirt and a Victoria's secret shorts. When she got downstairs she found Jhené alone
Nicki: where's Faree
Jhené: said we should go ahead and start without him. How'd it go with your mom?
Nicki: bad! *sigh* she knows
Jhené: knows what?
Nicki: about us
Jhené: How?!
Nicki: she says she saw the way we were looking at each other.
Jhené: I mean yeah we did exchange some intense stares but.. thats all
Nicki: Né its my mother she's psychic
Jhené: what'd she say?
Nicki: I really .. I dont wanna think about it right now. She was just being-
Jhené: you mother. Nicki you need to make things right with her
Nicki: I plan to
Jhené: ok so go
Nicki: Now? trust me she does not wanna speak to me right now
Jhené: yes now and if she doesnt respond just tell her what you have to say
Nicki: what about our movie time
Jhené: your mom is more important
*****
She knocked on Carol's bedroom door before opening it and looking in
Nicki: May I?
Carol: It's your house Onika do as you please
She was still reading. Nicki walked over to the bed and sat down
Nicki: Mom Im sorry. I was disrespectful and I really didnt mean to go off on you like that I know you're just looking out for me. I appreciate that. I would like to ask though, I know you may not agree with what is going on with Jhené, Safaree and I, but I ask that you respect my choices please and if this all blows up in my face then you have all the right to say I told you so..
She waited for Carol to say something but nothing came
Nicki: So.. you're not talking to me now?...... *sigh* I'll leave you now. I love you. Good night ma.
Carol: good night
She closed the door behind her and stood outside it for a few seconds before making her way down the stairs.
***NEXT DAY***
Candi: I bet her ass still asleep
She said as Lauren opened the front door with her key
Lauren: you know damn well her ass still asleep she has a man and a woman to give her afreaking workout in the nights
Candi: she wouldnt! Not with Mama C and Caiah in the house
Lauren: her freaky ass prolly.. No., Nope forget it
Lauren said they walked into the kitchen each holding a bottle of GTvodka
Carol: Morning ladies
Both: Good morning mom
They each gave her a hug. She was making coffee
Carol: isnt it a bit too early to be drinking that?
Candi: oh we dont plan to drink it right now. Its for later
Carol: *smiles* would you girls like some coffee?
Both: sure. thank you
Lauren: Its after 11 Nicki isnt up yet?
Carol: havent seen her since last night and Ive been up since 5am
Candi: what about Jhené?
Carol: havent seen her either
Lauren: Safaree?
Carol: out since 8 Caiah is with him and teh other guys. they took out that fancy car Macaiah has been going on and on about
Candi: the T-Rex
Carol: I believe that's it.
Candi: they wont be home anytime soon
Carol finished her coffee washed the cup and turned it down. Just as she did there was a knock at the front door
Carol: that must be the driver
Candi and Lauren looked at each other and followed her out to the living room. It was then that they noticed her luggage beside the couch, her purse resting neatly on top.
Candi: we thought you were leaving on Tuesday?
Carol: decided to cut my trip short
Lauren: what about Caiah
Carol: he'll come back on Tuesday as planned. Safaree is flying up with him
The girls looked at each other
Carol: ok ladies take care of yourselves and hope to see you soon
Candi: Something went down in this house last night
Lauren: tell me about it
As the front door closed they both made their way up to Nicki's room and begab knocking on the door. After a few minutes they heard her yell " Macaiah leave me alone" so Candi yelled back
Candi: it's not Caiah he's not here!
A few more minutes passed and the door opened.
Nicki: why are yall at my door yelling so early in the morning and where is Macaiah?
Candi: FYI its after 12 and he's out with Safaree. They've been out since 8 this morning. Took the T Rex out.
Nicki: you too have been here since 8?
Lauren: Hell No! we do have lives sweetie
Candi: and me
Nicki and Lauren looked at her eyes wide
Nicki: *rolls eyes* anyways how do you know Caiah isnt here then
Lauren: Mama C
Nicki: Oh.. Where is she?
Candi: On her way to the airport
Nicki: what?!
(OOP)
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Yeah, Soo No I dont like this half of this chapter seems a bit blah, but I hope you do. Comment tell me how you feel what you think is gonna happen..... There was more, however my fingers are tired, Im tired and there's a 3yr old nagging me for tea and wants me to play when he should be sleeping. He is the reason I didnt finish typing from earlier. So DEAL!! *side-eyes Mulan* its not 20 pages its 11 of 22! Love ya too!! Hey that rhymed :D.. Love you guys! Mwuah!!
At dinner he sat quietly eyeing Nicki every now and then and when their eyes made four he'd quickly look away.
Carol: So Jhené, how did you and my daughter meet?
Jhené: we *looks at Nicki*.. we met at a get together her friends were having. Safaree had brought me along with him
Carol looked at Safaree then Nicki and back to Jhené
Carol: oh, well how did you and Safaree meet?
Jhené: we lived next door to each other on the same apartment complex. We'd see each other in the mornings when we went to the gym and on other occasions
Carol: that's how you two became friends?
Jhené: yes ma'am
Nicki: Mom stop with the Q & A please you're making her uncomfortable
Carol: I'm just getting to know about her Onika, am I making you uncomfortable dear?
Jhené: *smiles* No ma'am
Carol: see
Nicki rolled her eyes.
Caiah: may I be excused please?
Carol looked and saw he had finished most his food so she allowed him to leave the table telling him before he left to make sure he went and took his bath.
When they were all finished eating Nicki and Jhené cleared the table while Safaree and Carol went to talk in the living room.
Jhené: *closes dishwasher* think you need to have a talk with your brother
Nicki: his ass shouldnt have been snooping around in the first place but I will
:Jhené: I doubt he was snooping more like looking to spend some time with his favorite and only famous big sis.
Nicki: *smiles* truuue
She said backing Jhené against the counter
Jhené: Nicki... what are you doing?
Nicki: what does it look like Im doing? Im about o kiss you
Jhené: haven't we gotten caught one time too many already and your mom and Safaree are in the other room
Nicki: ugh! Fine *folds arms and pouts*
Jhené: awwe bookie dont worry you'll get what you want soon and *whispers in her ear* it'll be worth the wait I promise... Now let's go up and you can go have a talk with the munchkin
When she got to got to Macaiah's room he was watching TV
Nicki: Hey
Caiah: Hey sis
Nicki: can I talk to you for I bit?
Caiah: sure
She went and sat on his bed and he turned the TV off
Nicki: about what you saw earlier I-
Caiah: Nicki I've seen two girls kiss before
Nicki: *shocked face* Macaiah Maraj where the-
Caiah: at school and stop freaking out I mean you talk about other girls in a lot of your raps
Nicki: raps you arent suppose to be listening to
Caiah: but I listen to them anyway. all my frineds do
He said with a little attitude
Nicki: oh?!
Caiah: besides now when kids at school say "your sister is a freak" I can say " and her girlfriend cuter than Angie Jolie" then walk away
Nicki: ok you know what *gently pushes him down on the bed, pulls cover over his head and and stacks two pillows on top of him* Shower and go to bed. You are too much..
After she left her brother's room she went to Jhené's. On opening the door she heard Carol clear her throat.
Nicki: hey, where's Safaree? I was just getting Jhené so we could watch a movie together
Carol: He's downstairs and I wont be joining you all for that movie however, I would like to speak to you before you go downstairs
Nicki: O..Okay *smiles* I'll be there in a few
As she walked into Jhené's room she walked out the bathroom with a yellow towel wrapped around her and her hair wet.
Nicki: *bites bottom lip gently and with a sly smile * looks like I'm right on time
Jhené: *smiles* dont start
Nicki: way to shut me down
Jhené: *giggles* how did it go with Macaiah
Nicki: well I will have you know that he claims to have seen two girls kiss before and says the next time kids at school tell him his sister is a freak he's gonna tell them that her girlfriend is cuter then Angie Jolie
Jhené: burst into giggles* he did not!!
Nicki: Oh girl he did
Jhené: he is too much
NIcki: tell me about it... anyway I was thinking we could watch a movie together so Ima shower and meet you downstairs. You can chill with Faree till I come.Ohh nd my mom wants to speak to me so Ima be a bit longer
Jhené: wait.. Macaiah didnt-
Nicki: No, no and he wont trust me
Jhené: ok... well go see what mama wants then
Nicki: son I feel like a teenager in my own home
She said as she walked out the door.
*****
*knocks door*
Nicki: mom, may I come in?
Carol: yes you may baby
Carol was in bed doing some light reading. When Nicki sat on the bed she put her book marker back in and closed the book.
Nicki: what's up?
Carol: you tell me Onika
Nicki: Well there's nothing much going on with me. Just been doing some recording and interviews. The usual and I have a show coming up
Carol: not exactly the answer I was looking for. I had a little talk with Safaree about the whole apartment situation and a few other things
Nicki: mom I-
Carol: it's ok, you dont owe me an explanation. What I am curious about is your beautiful friend down the hall. Is there something going on between you two?
Nicki: Oh my G- What did Safaree say to you
Carol: so there is something going on?
Nicki: she's just a friend mom
Carol: Onika just friends is like you relationship with Lauren or Candice you two sat at that dinner table looking across at each other like you each wanted the other on the plates infront of you instead of my lasagna .
Nicki: MOM!! *shocked face* I am not about to have this conversation with you right
She got up to leave out the room
Carol: sweetie that man downstairs adores you. He would do anything to please you. I dont see why you feel the need to do this
Nicki: I know he does and he doesnt have a problem with this. We have an agreement!
Carol" and did you once stop and think that maybe he agreed to this because he doesnt want to lose you
Nicki: oh is that what he told you? cause he damn sure seemed happy when he was saying this could be a win situation for him. What he couldnt hold his own so he sent you to do his dirty work
Carol: you will watch your language when you speak to me! an Safaree didnt ask me to speak to you about this.! I did it because-
Nicki: because what?! you dont think its right?! Its MY choice, Im an adult its my mistake to make and this is my house!!
She yelled back.
Carol: *raises hands in defeat* Ok Onika *shakes head*
Nicki: Mom I-
Carol: Dont... I'd like to go to bed now if thats not too much to ask
Nicki: Mom..
Carol: Onika just leave me be.. please
As she walked slowly down the hallway towards her bedroom Jhené saw her and asked if she was ok.
Nicki: Just fine!
She responded sarcastically
Nicki: meet you downstairs in a few k
Jhené: ok
Nicki took a hot long shower then pulled on a fitted t shirt and a Victoria's secret shorts. When she got downstairs she found Jhené alone
Nicki: where's Faree
Jhené: said we should go ahead and start without him. How'd it go with your mom?
Nicki: bad! *sigh* she knows
Jhené: knows what?
Nicki: about us
Jhené: How?!
Nicki: she says she saw the way we were looking at each other.
Jhené: I mean yeah we did exchange some intense stares but.. thats all
Nicki: Né its my mother she's psychic
Jhené: what'd she say?
Nicki: I really .. I dont wanna think about it right now. She was just being-
Jhené: you mother. Nicki you need to make things right with her
Nicki: I plan to
Jhené: ok so go
Nicki: Now? trust me she does not wanna speak to me right now
Jhené: yes now and if she doesnt respond just tell her what you have to say
Nicki: what about our movie time
Jhené: your mom is more important
*****
She knocked on Carol's bedroom door before opening it and looking in
Nicki: May I?
Carol: It's your house Onika do as you please
She was still reading. Nicki walked over to the bed and sat down
Nicki: Mom Im sorry. I was disrespectful and I really didnt mean to go off on you like that I know you're just looking out for me. I appreciate that. I would like to ask though, I know you may not agree with what is going on with Jhené, Safaree and I, but I ask that you respect my choices please and if this all blows up in my face then you have all the right to say I told you so..
She waited for Carol to say something but nothing came
Nicki: So.. you're not talking to me now?...... *sigh* I'll leave you now. I love you. Good night ma.
Carol: good night
She closed the door behind her and stood outside it for a few seconds before making her way down the stairs.
***NEXT DAY***
Candi: I bet her ass still asleep
She said as Lauren opened the front door with her key
Lauren: you know damn well her ass still asleep she has a man and a woman to give her afreaking workout in the nights
Candi: she wouldnt! Not with Mama C and Caiah in the house
Lauren: her freaky ass prolly.. No., Nope forget it
Lauren said they walked into the kitchen each holding a bottle of GTvodka
Carol: Morning ladies
Both: Good morning mom
They each gave her a hug. She was making coffee
Carol: isnt it a bit too early to be drinking that?
Candi: oh we dont plan to drink it right now. Its for later
Carol: *smiles* would you girls like some coffee?
Both: sure. thank you
Lauren: Its after 11 Nicki isnt up yet?
Carol: havent seen her since last night and Ive been up since 5am
Candi: what about Jhené?
Carol: havent seen her either
Lauren: Safaree?
Carol: out since 8 Caiah is with him and teh other guys. they took out that fancy car Macaiah has been going on and on about
Candi: the T-Rex
Carol: I believe that's it.
Candi: they wont be home anytime soon
Carol finished her coffee washed the cup and turned it down. Just as she did there was a knock at the front door
Carol: that must be the driver
Candi and Lauren looked at each other and followed her out to the living room. It was then that they noticed her luggage beside the couch, her purse resting neatly on top.
Candi: we thought you were leaving on Tuesday?
Carol: decided to cut my trip short
Lauren: what about Caiah
Carol: he'll come back on Tuesday as planned. Safaree is flying up with him
The girls looked at each other
Carol: ok ladies take care of yourselves and hope to see you soon
Candi: Something went down in this house last night
Lauren: tell me about it
As the front door closed they both made their way up to Nicki's room and begab knocking on the door. After a few minutes they heard her yell " Macaiah leave me alone" so Candi yelled back
Candi: it's not Caiah he's not here!
A few more minutes passed and the door opened.
Nicki: why are yall at my door yelling so early in the morning and where is Macaiah?
Candi: FYI its after 12 and he's out with Safaree. They've been out since 8 this morning. Took the T Rex out.
Nicki: you too have been here since 8?
Lauren: Hell No! we do have lives sweetie
Candi: and me
Nicki and Lauren looked at her eyes wide
Nicki: *rolls eyes* anyways how do you know Caiah isnt here then
Lauren: Mama C
Nicki: Oh.. Where is she?
Candi: On her way to the airport
Nicki: what?!
(OOP)
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Yeah, Soo No I dont like this half of this chapter seems a bit blah, but I hope you do. Comment tell me how you feel what you think is gonna happen..... There was more, however my fingers are tired, Im tired and there's a 3yr old nagging me for tea and wants me to play when he should be sleeping. He is the reason I didnt finish typing from earlier. So DEAL!! *side-eyes Mulan* its not 20 pages its 11 of 22! Love ya too!! Hey that rhymed :D.. Love you guys! Mwuah!!
Monday, 10 September 2012
Chapter 14 -> Unexpected
I really didnt like this chapter. Thought about posting tomorrow instead but I said I would tonight so here you go...
She just stood there for a few minutes after Safaree walked out and took some deep breaths, before walking towards the kitchen to head out back to the others. She found Candi in the kitchen getting more liquor to bring out back to their friends.
She just stood there for a few minutes after Safaree walked out and took some deep breaths, before walking towards the kitchen to head out back to the others. She found Candi in the kitchen getting more liquor to bring out back to their friends.
Candi: what's up with you?
She stopped what she was doing and leaned on the counter looking at Nicki
Nicki: Safaree, he walked in on Jhené and I talking
Candi: oooohh... What did he say?
Nicki: Nothing. He heard everything then just left. Candi what am i doing?
Candice walked over and hugged her friend
Candi: *sigh* you're acting on your feelings babe. You've never been one not to and even he knows that. Go home and talk to him.
Nicki: *deep sigh* Ok. May I borrow your car?
Candi: Oh he left you here like that?! Uh uh!.... Keys are in my purse in the living room
Nicki: Thanks. Call you later
Candi: Ok
Nicki left and Candi went back out to the others
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When Nicki got home Safaree wasnt there. She searched the whole house and didnt find him. However, her car had been parked in the garage and his was gone. She called his phone several times but he didnt pick up so she left him voice messages. She went to her room for a pillow and her blanket then came back and got comfy on the couch watching TV and waiting for him to come home.
It was a few minutes after 8 in the am when he walked in and found her asleep on the couch. He turned the tv off then went up to go shower. After his shower he got dressed and went back down to make breakfast. He got to the entrance of the living room and saw her, hands over her eyes as she took a deep breath then turn her head and look at him. He didnt flip out on him they just stayed looking each other in the eyes until he looked away. He gently shook his head and walked to the kitchen. She called to him but all he said was "Good morning Nicki" and continued to the kitchen.She got up and went after him. She got into the kitchen and stood in the doorway looking at him.
Nicki: Safaree can we talk? please?
SB: Sure after you shower and we eat
He responded without looking over at her.
Nicki: OK
Nicki said caught off-guard by his calm disposition. She slowly turned on her heels and went to have her shower. After her shower she pulled on one of Safaree's T-shirts from her closet and went back downstairs to teh kitchen where he was making breakfast. She sat at the counter and he place a plate infront of her and then made her a cup of tea. Her giving her her breakfast he made himself a plate and sat. They ate in silence. When they were done eating he cleared the dishes and put them in the dishwasher then turned around to her
SB: you wanted to talk
Nicki: umm yeah... Can we go sit in the living room?
SB: yeah sure
They walked out the kitchen and Safaree took a seat in one of the smaller couches, Nicki sat on the largets one and after several deep breaths began talking
Nicki: I dont even know where to begin.. Safaree you know I love you. I dont want you to feel like you're losing me to Jhené because you're not its just.. I can't just ignore my feelings I-
SB: Wow Nicki *chuckles* so hold a minute.. If this was another guy I would be expected to accept the fact that you can't just ignore your feelings?
Nicki: NO! Faree it's not another guy. We wouldnt even been having this conversation if it was another guy because I have the only guy that I want and that's you. I just with her its different maybe it's because this is something I've always wanted to try or maybe it's just her I dont know I really dont get where these feelings are coming from but I want the chance to explore them. Thats why I wanted to talk to you.
SB: Oh so you want my permission to fuck somebody else what one time, two, ten? and then what Nicki? You already been doing shit with her behind my back so why you asking for my permission now anyway?
Nicki: It was one kiss and I was honest enough to tell you about it
SB: yeah days after.
Nicki: Faree... please can you just-
SB: You know what.. do whatever you want. You dont have to ask for my permission
With that he got up leaving her in the living room and head for the front door. She bit in her bottom lip and looked up at teh ceiling as the tears ran down her cheeks.
******
Rex: Are you fucking serious??
SB: as serious as i'll ever be
Vince: but why you trippin' though dude? you been knew Nic was freak from day 1.
Rex: and I mean she been turning women down like washed cups dont you think that there must be something different why she's so caught up with this chick?
Vince: and besides you are the reason they met?
SB: so you're saying this is my fault?
Vince: No. I'm saying.. well yeah that's what I'm saying but come on dude. I'd give anything for Lauren to wanna hook up with a girl
Rex and SB gave him a "where the fuck have you been" look
Vince: what?? No fuckin way
Rex and Safaree laughed.
Rex: anyway man back to you *looks at SB* just...We cant make your decision for you but really think about this before you make one.
SB: aight man.. Thanks for the talk
Vince: yall aint shit how you even know bout Lauren?
They both laughed again.
SB: Ima go get some more beers
******
Jhené: I told you I didnt wanna get between you two. Maybe it's best if we just end this whole friendship right now
She was on teh phone with Nicki and just as she had finished her sentence there was knock at her door.
Jhené: Nicki I have to go there's someone at the door. I'll call you back when whomever it is leaves ok
She hung up and went to answer the door. She was surprise to see him standing on the other side and a bit hesitant to let him in but she did.
Jhené: Can I offer you something to drink?
She asked nervously
SB: No.. but can we talk. please?
Jhené: umm sure
*****
It was 10 minutes to seven when his car pulled up. Nicki was making spaghetti for dinner. She heard the front door oopen and close but didnt pay it any mind. She figured he was just going to ignore her and go to his room since he was upset. So she went about getting a plate and something to drink from the refrigerator. She was clad only in thongs a fitted t-shirt and her bed slippers. Her hair was up in a messy bun and she had Whitney on real low.
He walked in with his guest and closed the front door. They looked at each other
SB: smells like spaghetti, go ahead. Ima go up for a bit
He gave her a small smile and she smiled back. She walked to the living room and put her purse on the coffee table and head towards the kitchen. Nicki didnt hear her enter. She stood in the doorway a few minutes watching her by the stove plating her food. She walked up behind her and slowly placed her hands on her waist. Nicki knew it wasnt Safaree because of teh size of the pair of hands. She stopped what she was doing and parted her lips
Nicki: what are you doing?
Jhené kissed the back of her neck.
Jhené: I thought this is what you wanted?
Nicki pulled away and walked to the counter with her plate.
Nicki: didnt you just suggest that we end this? *rolls eyes* how'd you get in anyway?
Jhené: I know what I said Nicki but what did you expect I felt like I was ruining your relationship with Safaree
Nicki: and I told you you weren't all I needed was for you to give me time to sort it out
Jhené: but.. If you didnt work it out how.. why did?
Nicki: I told you earlier what happened didnt I. Look... *sigh* I need some time to really think about this and then we'll see what happens
Jhené: Oh.. ok. I guess I'll go then. I'll just call Safaree back down to bring me home
She said in a small voice and walked out the kitchen leaving Nicki with a confused look on her face. When she got to the living room Safaree was just coming down the stairs
Jhené: can you drop me home please
She said opening the front door and walking out to Safaree's car. Nicki walked in with her plate just seconds after and stopped looking at him.
SB: what happened?
Nicki: excuse me?
She responded with wide eyes.
SB: what happened with you and Jhené? She just asked me to take her home
Nicki: oh so now you're a big Jhené fan.. aren't you the one who doesnt want me seeing her. You curse me out about wanting to be with her then you bring her here all cool and ask me a dumb ass question like that. Since when did you two become big friends again? Huh? You assumed I was gon just go by what you said and not act on my feelings so you thought oh cool lemme bring her over?
SB: will you stop!! I brought her here for you
Nicki: *tilts head to the side* what?!
SB: I thought about what you asked and I dont see why not. I know if it wasnt something you really wanted to try you wouldnt have come to me and talk to me, ask my permission. Besides I knew I was getting with a freak when I started and I am the reason yall met so what the heck. Im cool with you seeing her. I spoke to her earlier and she's really into you, A LOT! so I thought I'd surprise you and bring her over.
Nicki: you're ok with it??
she asked again to be sure.
SB: yup! and by the looks of it you have some making up to do so I'd suggest you put that plate down and go get her before she starts walking or calls a cab
Nicki: I fucking hate you!!
SB: I love you too
When Nicki got outside Jhené was walking down her long driveway towards the gate. Nicki ran after her
Nicki: Né
She called but she didnt turn around. She caught up to her and pulled at her arm causing her to turned around. They stood looking at each other
Nicki: he explained.. I didnt know he came by and spoke to you the last I spoke to him was before he left. Im sorry for my reaction come back inside.. please
Jhené: you dodnt ahve to apologise but we do need to get you inside.. You do remember ur only wearing a thong, t-shirt and soem pink bears on your feet right.. You dod what'd ahppen if the paps got a hold of this image.
She took off her jacket and gave it to Nicki and they head back to the house.
******
Nicki picked her phone up and read the text that had just come in
*kisses u and gently bites ur bottom lip* I miss you baby acnt wait for saturday - J
Miss you too baby. You still havent told me where we're going on saturday - N
and Im not gonna its a surprise. U'll just have to wait - J
hate it when you keep secrets - N
but you always love my surprises - J
does Faree know where we're going? - N
yup! he helped me out and no he's not gonna tell you so dont even think about it - J
*pouts* yall are meanies - N
I love it when you pout.. you look so cute *giggles* gotta get back to work see you later - J
:) ok cant wait. enjoy the rest of ur day - N
u2 m wauh! - J
Nicki got out of bed and went in search of Safaree. She found him in his old room sitting on the bed typing away on his phone. He quickly finished up and put the phone down as she walked over to him. She straddled his lap and kissed him. When she broke the kiss he spoke
SB: Baby I'm not telling you what she has planned
She crossed her arms on her chest and pouted he chuckled
SB: Im not gonna ruin the surprise
Nicki: whatever
She was about to get up when he held on to her waist
SB: uh uh! Not so fast.. I was thinking we could-
His phone rang interrupting his sentence and he answered it quickly. It was a gospel ringtone so they both knew who was calling
SB: hey mom
Carol: Safaree why isnt Onika answering her phone?
SB: she isnt by her phone at the moment. Hold a min
He handed her the phone
Nicki: Hi mom
Carol: hey baby, I called you three times
Nicki: sorry phones in my room we're in another room. But what's up? is something wrong?
Carol: No there's nothing wrong. Just reminding you that Caiah and I are coming down this weekend
Nicki: Oh.. I
Carol: forgot??
Nicki: yeah..
Carol: You promised Onika.. Im not up to dealing with your brother and his tears and complaining all weekend
Nicki: I know mom.. Its cool. The driver will be at the airport to pick you up
Carol: ok.. I love you. Take care and see you soon
Nicki: Love you too mom
She hung up
SB: what happened?
Nicki: Caiah and mom.. Saturday
SB: Ooh! I forgot about that
Nicki: looks like my surprise is gonna have to be rescheduled.
***************
Jhené was very understanding about Nicki's mom and brother visiting and rescheduled for the next weekend however, Nicki asked her to stay the weekend at her place so she could get to know her mom and brother, she told them Jhené was a very good friend. It was all going well until that same Saturday night Caiah walked in on her and Jhené kissing in her home theater...
TO BE CONTINUED.....
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Nicki: *deep sigh* Ok. May I borrow your car?
Candi: Oh he left you here like that?! Uh uh!.... Keys are in my purse in the living room
Nicki: Thanks. Call you later
Candi: Ok
Nicki left and Candi went back out to the others
************
When Nicki got home Safaree wasnt there. She searched the whole house and didnt find him. However, her car had been parked in the garage and his was gone. She called his phone several times but he didnt pick up so she left him voice messages. She went to her room for a pillow and her blanket then came back and got comfy on the couch watching TV and waiting for him to come home.
It was a few minutes after 8 in the am when he walked in and found her asleep on the couch. He turned the tv off then went up to go shower. After his shower he got dressed and went back down to make breakfast. He got to the entrance of the living room and saw her, hands over her eyes as she took a deep breath then turn her head and look at him. He didnt flip out on him they just stayed looking each other in the eyes until he looked away. He gently shook his head and walked to the kitchen. She called to him but all he said was "Good morning Nicki" and continued to the kitchen.She got up and went after him. She got into the kitchen and stood in the doorway looking at him.
Nicki: Safaree can we talk? please?
SB: Sure after you shower and we eat
He responded without looking over at her.
Nicki: OK
Nicki said caught off-guard by his calm disposition. She slowly turned on her heels and went to have her shower. After her shower she pulled on one of Safaree's T-shirts from her closet and went back downstairs to teh kitchen where he was making breakfast. She sat at the counter and he place a plate infront of her and then made her a cup of tea. Her giving her her breakfast he made himself a plate and sat. They ate in silence. When they were done eating he cleared the dishes and put them in the dishwasher then turned around to her
SB: you wanted to talk
Nicki: umm yeah... Can we go sit in the living room?
SB: yeah sure
They walked out the kitchen and Safaree took a seat in one of the smaller couches, Nicki sat on the largets one and after several deep breaths began talking
Nicki: I dont even know where to begin.. Safaree you know I love you. I dont want you to feel like you're losing me to Jhené because you're not its just.. I can't just ignore my feelings I-
SB: Wow Nicki *chuckles* so hold a minute.. If this was another guy I would be expected to accept the fact that you can't just ignore your feelings?
Nicki: NO! Faree it's not another guy. We wouldnt even been having this conversation if it was another guy because I have the only guy that I want and that's you. I just with her its different maybe it's because this is something I've always wanted to try or maybe it's just her I dont know I really dont get where these feelings are coming from but I want the chance to explore them. Thats why I wanted to talk to you.
SB: Oh so you want my permission to fuck somebody else what one time, two, ten? and then what Nicki? You already been doing shit with her behind my back so why you asking for my permission now anyway?
Nicki: It was one kiss and I was honest enough to tell you about it
SB: yeah days after.
Nicki: Faree... please can you just-
SB: You know what.. do whatever you want. You dont have to ask for my permission
With that he got up leaving her in the living room and head for the front door. She bit in her bottom lip and looked up at teh ceiling as the tears ran down her cheeks.
******
Rex: Are you fucking serious??
SB: as serious as i'll ever be
Vince: but why you trippin' though dude? you been knew Nic was freak from day 1.
Rex: and I mean she been turning women down like washed cups dont you think that there must be something different why she's so caught up with this chick?
Vince: and besides you are the reason they met?
SB: so you're saying this is my fault?
Vince: No. I'm saying.. well yeah that's what I'm saying but come on dude. I'd give anything for Lauren to wanna hook up with a girl
Rex and SB gave him a "where the fuck have you been" look
Vince: what?? No fuckin way
Rex and Safaree laughed.
Rex: anyway man back to you *looks at SB* just...We cant make your decision for you but really think about this before you make one.
SB: aight man.. Thanks for the talk
Vince: yall aint shit how you even know bout Lauren?
They both laughed again.
SB: Ima go get some more beers
******
Jhené: I told you I didnt wanna get between you two. Maybe it's best if we just end this whole friendship right now
She was on teh phone with Nicki and just as she had finished her sentence there was knock at her door.
Jhené: Nicki I have to go there's someone at the door. I'll call you back when whomever it is leaves ok
She hung up and went to answer the door. She was surprise to see him standing on the other side and a bit hesitant to let him in but she did.
Jhené: Can I offer you something to drink?
She asked nervously
SB: No.. but can we talk. please?
Jhené: umm sure
*****
It was 10 minutes to seven when his car pulled up. Nicki was making spaghetti for dinner. She heard the front door oopen and close but didnt pay it any mind. She figured he was just going to ignore her and go to his room since he was upset. So she went about getting a plate and something to drink from the refrigerator. She was clad only in thongs a fitted t-shirt and her bed slippers. Her hair was up in a messy bun and she had Whitney on real low.
He walked in with his guest and closed the front door. They looked at each other
SB: smells like spaghetti, go ahead. Ima go up for a bit
He gave her a small smile and she smiled back. She walked to the living room and put her purse on the coffee table and head towards the kitchen. Nicki didnt hear her enter. She stood in the doorway a few minutes watching her by the stove plating her food. She walked up behind her and slowly placed her hands on her waist. Nicki knew it wasnt Safaree because of teh size of the pair of hands. She stopped what she was doing and parted her lips
Nicki: what are you doing?
Jhené kissed the back of her neck.
Jhené: I thought this is what you wanted?
Nicki pulled away and walked to the counter with her plate.
Nicki: didnt you just suggest that we end this? *rolls eyes* how'd you get in anyway?
Jhené: I know what I said Nicki but what did you expect I felt like I was ruining your relationship with Safaree
Nicki: and I told you you weren't all I needed was for you to give me time to sort it out
Jhené: but.. If you didnt work it out how.. why did?
Nicki: I told you earlier what happened didnt I. Look... *sigh* I need some time to really think about this and then we'll see what happens
Jhené: Oh.. ok. I guess I'll go then. I'll just call Safaree back down to bring me home
She said in a small voice and walked out the kitchen leaving Nicki with a confused look on her face. When she got to the living room Safaree was just coming down the stairs
Jhené: can you drop me home please
She said opening the front door and walking out to Safaree's car. Nicki walked in with her plate just seconds after and stopped looking at him.
SB: what happened?
Nicki: excuse me?
She responded with wide eyes.
SB: what happened with you and Jhené? She just asked me to take her home
Nicki: oh so now you're a big Jhené fan.. aren't you the one who doesnt want me seeing her. You curse me out about wanting to be with her then you bring her here all cool and ask me a dumb ass question like that. Since when did you two become big friends again? Huh? You assumed I was gon just go by what you said and not act on my feelings so you thought oh cool lemme bring her over?
SB: will you stop!! I brought her here for you
Nicki: *tilts head to the side* what?!
SB: I thought about what you asked and I dont see why not. I know if it wasnt something you really wanted to try you wouldnt have come to me and talk to me, ask my permission. Besides I knew I was getting with a freak when I started and I am the reason yall met so what the heck. Im cool with you seeing her. I spoke to her earlier and she's really into you, A LOT! so I thought I'd surprise you and bring her over.
Nicki: you're ok with it??
she asked again to be sure.
SB: yup! and by the looks of it you have some making up to do so I'd suggest you put that plate down and go get her before she starts walking or calls a cab
Nicki: I fucking hate you!!
SB: I love you too
When Nicki got outside Jhené was walking down her long driveway towards the gate. Nicki ran after her
Nicki: Né
She called but she didnt turn around. She caught up to her and pulled at her arm causing her to turned around. They stood looking at each other
Nicki: he explained.. I didnt know he came by and spoke to you the last I spoke to him was before he left. Im sorry for my reaction come back inside.. please
Jhené: you dodnt ahve to apologise but we do need to get you inside.. You do remember ur only wearing a thong, t-shirt and soem pink bears on your feet right.. You dod what'd ahppen if the paps got a hold of this image.
She took off her jacket and gave it to Nicki and they head back to the house.
******
Nicki picked her phone up and read the text that had just come in
*kisses u and gently bites ur bottom lip* I miss you baby acnt wait for saturday - J
Miss you too baby. You still havent told me where we're going on saturday - N
and Im not gonna its a surprise. U'll just have to wait - J
hate it when you keep secrets - N
but you always love my surprises - J
does Faree know where we're going? - N
yup! he helped me out and no he's not gonna tell you so dont even think about it - J
*pouts* yall are meanies - N
I love it when you pout.. you look so cute *giggles* gotta get back to work see you later - J
:) ok cant wait. enjoy the rest of ur day - N
u2 m wauh! - J
Nicki got out of bed and went in search of Safaree. She found him in his old room sitting on the bed typing away on his phone. He quickly finished up and put the phone down as she walked over to him. She straddled his lap and kissed him. When she broke the kiss he spoke
SB: Baby I'm not telling you what she has planned
She crossed her arms on her chest and pouted he chuckled
SB: Im not gonna ruin the surprise
Nicki: whatever
She was about to get up when he held on to her waist
SB: uh uh! Not so fast.. I was thinking we could-
His phone rang interrupting his sentence and he answered it quickly. It was a gospel ringtone so they both knew who was calling
SB: hey mom
Carol: Safaree why isnt Onika answering her phone?
SB: she isnt by her phone at the moment. Hold a min
He handed her the phone
Nicki: Hi mom
Carol: hey baby, I called you three times
Nicki: sorry phones in my room we're in another room. But what's up? is something wrong?
Carol: No there's nothing wrong. Just reminding you that Caiah and I are coming down this weekend
Nicki: Oh.. I
Carol: forgot??
Nicki: yeah..
Carol: You promised Onika.. Im not up to dealing with your brother and his tears and complaining all weekend
Nicki: I know mom.. Its cool. The driver will be at the airport to pick you up
Carol: ok.. I love you. Take care and see you soon
Nicki: Love you too mom
She hung up
SB: what happened?
Nicki: Caiah and mom.. Saturday
SB: Ooh! I forgot about that
Nicki: looks like my surprise is gonna have to be rescheduled.
***************
Jhené was very understanding about Nicki's mom and brother visiting and rescheduled for the next weekend however, Nicki asked her to stay the weekend at her place so she could get to know her mom and brother, she told them Jhené was a very good friend. It was all going well until that same Saturday night Caiah walked in on her and Jhené kissing in her home theater...
TO BE CONTINUED.....
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Friday, 24 August 2012
Chapter 13 -> Two Toppings On My Pizza
Jhené: how did you even hear that song?
Nicki: I have my ways why didnt you tell me you were an artist?
Jhené: I'm not its just something I do in my spare time, something I do the clear my head so maybe I can think straight for a few mins. Im no big star like you
Nicki: doesnt matter you still could have told me
Jhené: ok yeah I could have but...
Nicki: But what?!
Jhené just sat looking at her and so did her other friends.
Lauren: ok then.. are we ready to leave or are y'all gonna have another round of drinks?
Nicki: You guys can order. I'll be right back
she said getting up and walking towards the restrooms. Jhené ran her hands through her hair.
Jhené: Tequila on the rocks please. I'll be right back
Lauren and Candi ordered their drinks, told the waiter to bring the drinks by when the other ladies returned and then sat talking
(Meanwhile in the bathroom)
Jhené walked in to find Nicki washing her hands at one of the sinks. she walked over to her and just stood there looking at her as she dried her hands.
Jhené: Nic, Im sorry I didnt tell you. I dont usually open up about my singing or my writing, period. Not even the girl I just broke up with knew about that hobby. Yeah she's heard me in the shower a few times but thats normal. A lot of people sing in their showers.
Nicki didnt even turn and look at her.
Jhené: Nicki..
Still no response she just stood there reapplying her lipstick. She didnt even really now why she was mad at Jhené either. She just knew she was. She turned after smacking her lips together and walked out leaving Jhené standing there.
Jhené took a $50 from her bag and walked out of the bathroom. She walked over to the table and put it down
Jhené: It was nice seeing you girls again but Ima leave. I have some work to go over. This should cover my drink
With that she walked off. Lauren and Candi looked to Nicki
Candi: you mind telling us what the fuck that was all about cause Im just.. I dont wanna make assumptions right now.
Nicki: How about we just drink and leave and you mind your fucking business Candi huh? How about that?
****
Nicki: ok barbz, its was nice chilling with you but I'm tired so byyyyyyyyyye *waves and giggles* Faree come say by to the barbz
she said as she wrapped up the ustream. After he did Nicki made a crazy face at the screen, stuck her tongue out then closed down her mac book. Safaree was laying down on his back behind her when she turned around.
Nicki: ok what do you wanna do?
she asked straddling his lap
SB: didnt you just tell the barbz you were tired and that you're going to bed?
Nicki: yeah but that was caus didnt wanna stay on ustream anymore. I wanna do some thing with you.
He sighed and closed his eye
Nicki: the fuck is that for?! you know what dont even answer. Just get the fuck out!
SB: Nic chill Im just tired but if you really wanna do something then no problem. So what do you have in mind
Nicki: here's what I have in mind.. Get the fuck out I wanna go to bed!!
She walked to her closet and changed into a t-shirt then came back and got under the covers. He shook his head as she pulled the covers over her body
Nicki: turn the light off on your way out.
He woke up the next morning and made her breakfast. When he was heading up to see if she was awake he heard her shower running. He walked into her room and made her bed and went back down to the living room to wait for her. Minutes later she walked down the stairs in some shorts and a fitted tshirt. She rolled her eyes at him when he told her good morning.
SB: I made you breakfast
Nicki: thanks
she said as she walked into the kitchen. He walked in behind he and she was about to get a plate when he told her to sit and let him do it. He put a bit of everything on her plate then made himself a plate. He poured them both glasses of orange juice then handed her her food before sitting at the table to eat. when they were done he cleared the dishes and put them in the dishwasher. She got up to leave teh kitchen
SB: Nicki wait
She stopped and turned around to him with her arms crossed at her chest. He walked up to her.
SB: I didnt mean anything last night I really was just tired you know I love spending time with you even if we're just sitting idly staring at a blank wall.. Not that we've ever done that but yeah you know what I mean
She tried her hardest to hide her smile but her reached for her chin and made her look at him. He kissed her and bit her lip slightly a light moan escaped her mouth
SB: so do you forgive me?
She shook her head yes and kissed him. He lifted her up bridal style and carried her up to her bedroom.
Nicki: *giggles* Faree stooooop!! Aint you had enough?
SB: Nope!
He said quickly then placed his head back between her legs.
Nicki: Far-Fuck!! Aah!!
He smiled to himself as he continued pleasing her with his tongue. Within minutes he had her legs shaking and her back arched as she rode out her sixth orgasm. He came up smiling. She glared at him.
Nicki: If that bite left a mark Ima kill you.
SB: Why It's not like anyone is seeing between these thighs but me.
She rolled her eyes.
SB: Come on lets go shower
Nicki: carry me she said reaching up with her arms
He looked at her questioningly.
Nicki: Stay acting like you dont know why.
He smiled and carried her to the bathroom and stepped into the shower before setting her down to stand. He turned the water on and caressed her body as the water ran over them. Her grabbed her shower gel and poured some in his hand them rubbed it all over her. She was so turned on, she just closed her eyes and enjoyed he feeling as she lay back against his chest. Her hair was getting wet but at the moment she didnt give a shit. After washing her body and washing his they stood under the warm water as it rinsed the soap away. She turned around to face him and put her arms around his neck. He reached behind her and turned the shower off.
SB: Your hair's gonna take forever to dry if you let it get too wet.
She just looked up at him.
Nicki: I have to tell you something
SB: Im listening
Nicki: its about Jhené and I
He didnt say a word and she couldnt read his facial expression. He wanted so bad to scream at her right now but he couldnt find it in himself to do it. He wondered what it could be and debated in his mind how he would react based on what he assumed she was going to say.
Nicki: we kissed. Again.
She felt his muscles in his shoulder and neck stiffen.
Nicki: Faree please dont be mad.
He didnt say anything he just rested his forehead against hers and closed his eyes.
Nicki: say something please
But he didnt. He looked up at her and began kissing her again before lifting her and resting her back against the shower wall. He slowly slid her down on him and fucked her, no words from him but the shower filled with her moans.
************
SB: are you ready to go?
That was the first he had said anything to her since she told him about kissing Jhené. They were all meeting up at Candi's to chill for the evening. Jhené was to bring that cute waiter Juan. They got in the car and rode in silence to their friends place.
When they got there everyone else had arrived. Candi greeted them at the door and as Nicki looked in her eyes met Jhené's. Jhené quickly looked away. Juan was sitting beside her looking quite shy. They came in and greeted everyone and sat down to join the conversation. Jhené spent most the evening avoiding Nicki.
Juan: Girl why are you standing out here by yourself?
Jhené: Jusut needed a little time alone
She gave him a weak smile.
Juan: I've noticed you havnt spoken to Nicki all night. What's up with that?
She looked away from her friend before answering
Jhené: Its nothing Juan I've not been in a talking mood.
Juan: come the hell on you know I know you better than that
He walked over and stood infront of her
Juan: what's really going on?
She looked down at the drink in her hand
Juan: *gasps* No! Dont tell me? Né
He said dragging out her name. She rolled her eyes and he could see the tears forming. Just then they heard the click of heels step onto the board floor of the backyard gazebo.
Nicki: Hey Juan do you think you can give us a few mins please
Juan: uh sure HB
He said with a smile and looked back at Jhené before leaving the two.
Nicki: you've been avoiding me
Jhené: with the vibe I've been getting from Safaree I think that's best.
Nicki: *sigh* He's been giving me a vibe too. It's cause I told him about our kiss
Jhené turned around and looked at her.
Jhené: and?
Nicki: and he didnt say anything. I did get that he was upset but he hasnt said anything about it.
She turned away from Nicki again.
Nicki: I'm sorry
Jhené for what?
Nicki: my reaction. I just, I don't know why I was so upset.
Jhené it's fine.
They stood silently for a while
Nicki: you have a beautiful voice
Jhené Thank you.
She turned around and gave Nicki a small smile before she started to walk away
Nicki: wait
She held her by her arm and she slowly turned around. Nicki stepped closer to her
Nicki: you've gotta stop avoiding me in there you're gopnna make my girls suspect something and I'm really not for the questions because honestly I dont know what it is about you but I know I feel something
Jhené Nic..
Nicki put her finger on her lip and she stopped talking. She then replaced her finger with her lips and when she pulled away Jhené just stood there holding her breath because she wasnt sure ho wto react.
Nicki: breathe baby *giggles*
Nicki gave her a peck on the lips before walking around her to go back inside when she was greated by two pairs of shocked eyes. She rolled hers as stood looking at her friends who had come to find out why the two were gone so long. What made it worst is it wasnt the two nosey bugs she had expected. At least they had a clue something was going on between her and Jhené. It was TT and Thembi.
Nicki: what are you two doing out here?
TT: tryna find out why your ass been gone so long but its obvious now.
TT said folding her arms across her chest. Thembi just stood there still in shock.
TT: Nicki what the hell?!! Are you two seeing each other? Does Safaree know about this?! Why did i not know about this?
Nicki: No.. umm kinda and because there is nothing to know Tyesha.
TT: nothing to know! You're cheating on him... with a woman. The woman who the last time I met her you almost had a fit because you thought they were dating.
Nicki: *sigh* TT there's nothing going on. Can we not mention this when we go inside please?.... Please??
TT: whatever.
She said and walked off
Nicki: Thembi?
Thembi: Honestly, I dont even know what I saw happen. I dont know what's going on with you Nic but Safaree needs to know. Dont worry I wont say anything.
She left after saying her piece. Nicki turned around and asked Jhené if she was ok and if she was coming inside. She responded saying yes and told her she'd come in in a few.
The rest of the evening went pretty well. They sat chatting, drinking and laughing. Until Jhené and Juan had to leave. They said their goodbyes and Candi walked them to the front door.
Candi: hey may I have a few seconds before you leave
Jhené: sure
She gave Juan her car key and Candi stepped out pulling up the door behind her before she began talking.
Candi: whatever it is between and Nic I want you to know that I'm cool as long as you dont hurt her.
Jhené: Candice there...
Candi: stop... even if there isnt right now. There will be. I see how you two look at each other. Just.. look all I'm asking is that you dont hurt her. even if you two just remain friends.
Jhené: I wont.
Candi: thank you. Drive carefully
Jhené I will. Good night.
When she stepped back inside Nicki was standing a few centimetres away from the door. She put on a smile
Candi: where are the rest of the crew?
Nicki: they went out back. what was that about?
Candi: just looking out for my friend.
Nicked tilted her head to the side and widened her eyes.
Candi: its cool. I just told her not to hurt you.
She said and walked passed Nicki
Nicki: so you're ok with this?
She asked turning around quickly. Candi just smiled at her and she grinned back. There was a knock at the door so Nicki checked the peephole then opened it
Jhené: forgot my coat
She grabbed it from the coat rack then walked back out.
Nicki: arent you forgetting something else?
Candi: umm Nic. I'll be out back
Nicki: ok
Jhené: umm *smiles*.. I should have everything with me if I dont then-
Her sentence was interrupted when Nicki pulled her into a kiss.
Nicki: so you were gonna leave without telling me goodbye
Jhené: Nicki I dont wanna come between you and Safaree. I couldnt do that
Nicki: You wont be. Just let me handle Faree and I'll talk to you tomorrow ok?
Jhené: *sigh* tomorrow.
Nicki ked her lips again. She closed the door as Jhené drove off and turned around to head out when she saw Safaree sitting on Candi's living room couch with his head down. She stopped walking and just looked at him.
Nicki: baby...
He got up and walked towards the front door, opened it and left.
Nicki: God!! What the am I doing?!!!!
She ran her hands through her hair.
Nicki: I have my ways why didnt you tell me you were an artist?
Jhené: I'm not its just something I do in my spare time, something I do the clear my head so maybe I can think straight for a few mins. Im no big star like you
Nicki: doesnt matter you still could have told me
Jhené: ok yeah I could have but...
Nicki: But what?!
Jhené just sat looking at her and so did her other friends.
Lauren: ok then.. are we ready to leave or are y'all gonna have another round of drinks?
Nicki: You guys can order. I'll be right back
she said getting up and walking towards the restrooms. Jhené ran her hands through her hair.
Jhené: Tequila on the rocks please. I'll be right back
Lauren and Candi ordered their drinks, told the waiter to bring the drinks by when the other ladies returned and then sat talking
(Meanwhile in the bathroom)
Jhené walked in to find Nicki washing her hands at one of the sinks. she walked over to her and just stood there looking at her as she dried her hands.
Jhené: Nic, Im sorry I didnt tell you. I dont usually open up about my singing or my writing, period. Not even the girl I just broke up with knew about that hobby. Yeah she's heard me in the shower a few times but thats normal. A lot of people sing in their showers.
Nicki didnt even turn and look at her.
Jhené: Nicki..
Still no response she just stood there reapplying her lipstick. She didnt even really now why she was mad at Jhené either. She just knew she was. She turned after smacking her lips together and walked out leaving Jhené standing there.
Jhené took a $50 from her bag and walked out of the bathroom. She walked over to the table and put it down
Jhené: It was nice seeing you girls again but Ima leave. I have some work to go over. This should cover my drink
With that she walked off. Lauren and Candi looked to Nicki
Candi: you mind telling us what the fuck that was all about cause Im just.. I dont wanna make assumptions right now.
Nicki: How about we just drink and leave and you mind your fucking business Candi huh? How about that?
****
Nicki: ok barbz, its was nice chilling with you but I'm tired so byyyyyyyyyye *waves and giggles* Faree come say by to the barbz
she said as she wrapped up the ustream. After he did Nicki made a crazy face at the screen, stuck her tongue out then closed down her mac book. Safaree was laying down on his back behind her when she turned around.
Nicki: ok what do you wanna do?
she asked straddling his lap
SB: didnt you just tell the barbz you were tired and that you're going to bed?
Nicki: yeah but that was caus didnt wanna stay on ustream anymore. I wanna do some thing with you.
He sighed and closed his eye
Nicki: the fuck is that for?! you know what dont even answer. Just get the fuck out!
SB: Nic chill Im just tired but if you really wanna do something then no problem. So what do you have in mind
Nicki: here's what I have in mind.. Get the fuck out I wanna go to bed!!
She walked to her closet and changed into a t-shirt then came back and got under the covers. He shook his head as she pulled the covers over her body
Nicki: turn the light off on your way out.
He woke up the next morning and made her breakfast. When he was heading up to see if she was awake he heard her shower running. He walked into her room and made her bed and went back down to the living room to wait for her. Minutes later she walked down the stairs in some shorts and a fitted tshirt. She rolled her eyes at him when he told her good morning.
SB: I made you breakfast
Nicki: thanks
she said as she walked into the kitchen. He walked in behind he and she was about to get a plate when he told her to sit and let him do it. He put a bit of everything on her plate then made himself a plate. He poured them both glasses of orange juice then handed her her food before sitting at the table to eat. when they were done he cleared the dishes and put them in the dishwasher. She got up to leave teh kitchen
SB: Nicki wait
She stopped and turned around to him with her arms crossed at her chest. He walked up to her.
SB: I didnt mean anything last night I really was just tired you know I love spending time with you even if we're just sitting idly staring at a blank wall.. Not that we've ever done that but yeah you know what I mean
She tried her hardest to hide her smile but her reached for her chin and made her look at him. He kissed her and bit her lip slightly a light moan escaped her mouth
SB: so do you forgive me?
She shook her head yes and kissed him. He lifted her up bridal style and carried her up to her bedroom.
Nicki: *giggles* Faree stooooop!! Aint you had enough?
SB: Nope!
He said quickly then placed his head back between her legs.
Nicki: Far-Fuck!! Aah!!
He smiled to himself as he continued pleasing her with his tongue. Within minutes he had her legs shaking and her back arched as she rode out her sixth orgasm. He came up smiling. She glared at him.
Nicki: If that bite left a mark Ima kill you.
SB: Why It's not like anyone is seeing between these thighs but me.
She rolled her eyes.
SB: Come on lets go shower
Nicki: carry me she said reaching up with her arms
He looked at her questioningly.
Nicki: Stay acting like you dont know why.
He smiled and carried her to the bathroom and stepped into the shower before setting her down to stand. He turned the water on and caressed her body as the water ran over them. Her grabbed her shower gel and poured some in his hand them rubbed it all over her. She was so turned on, she just closed her eyes and enjoyed he feeling as she lay back against his chest. Her hair was getting wet but at the moment she didnt give a shit. After washing her body and washing his they stood under the warm water as it rinsed the soap away. She turned around to face him and put her arms around his neck. He reached behind her and turned the shower off.
SB: Your hair's gonna take forever to dry if you let it get too wet.
She just looked up at him.
Nicki: I have to tell you something
SB: Im listening
Nicki: its about Jhené and I
He didnt say a word and she couldnt read his facial expression. He wanted so bad to scream at her right now but he couldnt find it in himself to do it. He wondered what it could be and debated in his mind how he would react based on what he assumed she was going to say.
Nicki: we kissed. Again.
She felt his muscles in his shoulder and neck stiffen.
Nicki: Faree please dont be mad.
He didnt say anything he just rested his forehead against hers and closed his eyes.
Nicki: say something please
But he didnt. He looked up at her and began kissing her again before lifting her and resting her back against the shower wall. He slowly slid her down on him and fucked her, no words from him but the shower filled with her moans.
************
SB: are you ready to go?
That was the first he had said anything to her since she told him about kissing Jhené. They were all meeting up at Candi's to chill for the evening. Jhené was to bring that cute waiter Juan. They got in the car and rode in silence to their friends place.
When they got there everyone else had arrived. Candi greeted them at the door and as Nicki looked in her eyes met Jhené's. Jhené quickly looked away. Juan was sitting beside her looking quite shy. They came in and greeted everyone and sat down to join the conversation. Jhené spent most the evening avoiding Nicki.
Juan: Girl why are you standing out here by yourself?
Jhené: Jusut needed a little time alone
She gave him a weak smile.
Juan: I've noticed you havnt spoken to Nicki all night. What's up with that?
She looked away from her friend before answering
Jhené: Its nothing Juan I've not been in a talking mood.
Juan: come the hell on you know I know you better than that
He walked over and stood infront of her
Juan: what's really going on?
She looked down at the drink in her hand
Juan: *gasps* No! Dont tell me? Né
He said dragging out her name. She rolled her eyes and he could see the tears forming. Just then they heard the click of heels step onto the board floor of the backyard gazebo.
Nicki: Hey Juan do you think you can give us a few mins please
Juan: uh sure HB
He said with a smile and looked back at Jhené before leaving the two.
Nicki: you've been avoiding me
Jhené: with the vibe I've been getting from Safaree I think that's best.
Nicki: *sigh* He's been giving me a vibe too. It's cause I told him about our kiss
Jhené turned around and looked at her.
Jhené: and?
Nicki: and he didnt say anything. I did get that he was upset but he hasnt said anything about it.
She turned away from Nicki again.
Nicki: I'm sorry
Jhené for what?
Nicki: my reaction. I just, I don't know why I was so upset.
Jhené it's fine.
They stood silently for a while
Nicki: you have a beautiful voice
Jhené Thank you.
She turned around and gave Nicki a small smile before she started to walk away
Nicki: wait
She held her by her arm and she slowly turned around. Nicki stepped closer to her
Nicki: you've gotta stop avoiding me in there you're gopnna make my girls suspect something and I'm really not for the questions because honestly I dont know what it is about you but I know I feel something
Jhené Nic..
Nicki put her finger on her lip and she stopped talking. She then replaced her finger with her lips and when she pulled away Jhené just stood there holding her breath because she wasnt sure ho wto react.
Nicki: breathe baby *giggles*
Nicki gave her a peck on the lips before walking around her to go back inside when she was greated by two pairs of shocked eyes. She rolled hers as stood looking at her friends who had come to find out why the two were gone so long. What made it worst is it wasnt the two nosey bugs she had expected. At least they had a clue something was going on between her and Jhené. It was TT and Thembi.
Nicki: what are you two doing out here?
TT: tryna find out why your ass been gone so long but its obvious now.
TT said folding her arms across her chest. Thembi just stood there still in shock.
TT: Nicki what the hell?!! Are you two seeing each other? Does Safaree know about this?! Why did i not know about this?
Nicki: No.. umm kinda and because there is nothing to know Tyesha.
TT: nothing to know! You're cheating on him... with a woman. The woman who the last time I met her you almost had a fit because you thought they were dating.
Nicki: *sigh* TT there's nothing going on. Can we not mention this when we go inside please?.... Please??
TT: whatever.
She said and walked off
Nicki: Thembi?
Thembi: Honestly, I dont even know what I saw happen. I dont know what's going on with you Nic but Safaree needs to know. Dont worry I wont say anything.
She left after saying her piece. Nicki turned around and asked Jhené if she was ok and if she was coming inside. She responded saying yes and told her she'd come in in a few.
The rest of the evening went pretty well. They sat chatting, drinking and laughing. Until Jhené and Juan had to leave. They said their goodbyes and Candi walked them to the front door.
Candi: hey may I have a few seconds before you leave
Jhené: sure
She gave Juan her car key and Candi stepped out pulling up the door behind her before she began talking.
Candi: whatever it is between and Nic I want you to know that I'm cool as long as you dont hurt her.
Jhené: Candice there...
Candi: stop... even if there isnt right now. There will be. I see how you two look at each other. Just.. look all I'm asking is that you dont hurt her. even if you two just remain friends.
Jhené: I wont.
Candi: thank you. Drive carefully
Jhené I will. Good night.
When she stepped back inside Nicki was standing a few centimetres away from the door. She put on a smile
Candi: where are the rest of the crew?
Nicki: they went out back. what was that about?
Candi: just looking out for my friend.
Nicked tilted her head to the side and widened her eyes.
Candi: its cool. I just told her not to hurt you.
She said and walked passed Nicki
Nicki: so you're ok with this?
She asked turning around quickly. Candi just smiled at her and she grinned back. There was a knock at the door so Nicki checked the peephole then opened it
Jhené: forgot my coat
She grabbed it from the coat rack then walked back out.
Nicki: arent you forgetting something else?
Candi: umm Nic. I'll be out back
Nicki: ok
Jhené: umm *smiles*.. I should have everything with me if I dont then-
Her sentence was interrupted when Nicki pulled her into a kiss.
Nicki: so you were gonna leave without telling me goodbye
Jhené: Nicki I dont wanna come between you and Safaree. I couldnt do that
Nicki: You wont be. Just let me handle Faree and I'll talk to you tomorrow ok?
Jhené: *sigh* tomorrow.
Nicki ked her lips again. She closed the door as Jhené drove off and turned around to head out when she saw Safaree sitting on Candi's living room couch with his head down. She stopped walking and just looked at him.
Nicki: baby...
He got up and walked towards the front door, opened it and left.
Nicki: God!! What the am I doing?!!!!
She ran her hands through her hair.
ANNOUNCEMENT
HEY PEEPS :).. OK SO THE PLAN WAS TO POST THIS MORNING, HOWEVER, I'VE BEEN SOOO BUSY UGH!! AND I PROMISED A LONGER CHAPTER SO I WANT TO FINISH TYPING IT WHAT I HAVE ALREADY IS TOO SHORT. SO PLEASE JUST BE A LITTLE MORE PATIENT. IF ITS NOT UP BY LATE TONIGHT IT WILL BE UP IN THE MORNING!! LOVE YOU ALL! MWUUUUUUUUUUUUUUAH!!
Tuesday, 7 August 2012
Chapter 12 -> Higher
I will get you higher
My love will get you high
Break me down
Roll me up, girl
I can be your pipe dream
make you feel alright
Do the right thing
Set my soul on fire
Let me in and I will
Take you way up there, yeah
put it in the air blow me in the air
I will get you higher
My love will get you high
Take a hit of this and then
Tell me how you feel
(Tell me how good it feels)
When you cant get rid of it then
That's how you know its real
Im for-real oh I will
Roll it up r-r-roll it up
roll it up, light it up, light it up
Ooooh whoooooa
Roll it up r-r-roll it up
Smoke it up till you're high
I will get you higher
My love will get you high
No stems
No sticks
No seeds
Its just you and me on this cloud
And we don't ever have to come down now
We are so faded
going to places
beyond the sun
love is a drug that gets me high
Roll it up r-r-roll it up
roll it up, light it up, light it up
Ooooh whoooooa
Roll it up r-r-roll it up
Smoke it up till you're high
I will get you higher
My love will get you high
She stopped singing as the beat continued to play until it faded. She walked out the booth
Sean: whoa!! Who was that about
Jhené: No one
She responded without looking at him.
Sean: right...
She eyed him
Sean: you done for the day?
Jhené: yeah.. I have a job that I'm already late for.
Sean: Ima find out who it is you know that right?
She didnt respond
Sean: no notebook which you usually carry you just went in and sang right to the end of that song and you tryna tell me it was noone.. yeah right
she still didnt respond just took her bag up and head to the door
Jhené: goodbye Sean!
She said said as she opened the door, without looking back.
********
Nicki: Fareeeee
when he didnt get a response she pouted and grabbed her phone to text him. Too lazy to get up and go find him.
babe where are you? -N
In the kitchen what's wrong?-S
Oh.. nothing. what r u doing? -N
making breakfast.. I knew you'd be up soon. Do you want tea or OJ? -S
mmm OJ.. Hurry up I miss you :) -N
Lol awe I miss you too baby. be up in a few -S
Just as Safaree was setting the tray down on the bed Nicki walked out of the bathroom in her towel, with water droplets on her shoulder and arms and hair wet.
SB: hey beautiful
Nicki: hey
She went on her tip toes and pecked his lips. He reached around squeezing her butt causing her to moan slightly into his mouth. He pulled away
SB: you hungry?
Nicki: very..
She sat on the bed and he sat putting the tray in front of her.
Nicki: feed me *Closes eyes tighly with mouth open*
He chuckled and began feeding her. When he was done she got dressed and he went to clean up the kitchen. They were free for the day.
******
Safaree was in the gym getting an evening workout while Nicki lay out on the couch in the living room watching Judge Judy and writing another text to Jhené. "I'm starting to think you're avoiding me" it read. She sent it off and turned her attention back to the TV screen.
Jhené read the text from Nicki and let out a deep sigh. She was just about getting ready to leave work. Her computer at her desk was shutting down and she had all her stuff packed up to go. She replied to Nicki's text
I'm not avoiding you. I've just been busy at work. - J
Ok.. Are you doing anything later? Can you come by? - N
Yeah actually I have a few friends coming over. Sorry. - J
Ok. Well can I see you tomorrow? - N
Umm.. I'll let you know. G2g, later. - J
Later - N
Jhené grabbed her bag and the folders on her desk and headed out of her office. She was pissed with herself for just lying to Nicki. She really didnt have anyone coming over, she was going home to lay in bed alone. Maybe write and new song or read a book.
After talking to Jhené Nicki went to shower with Safaree. They were going out. Neither wanted to cook so they were gonna go buy food and Safaree had somethings he wanted to pick up from his apartment. Nicki also thought she'd get the chance to at least say hi to Jhené. When they got to the apartment Safaree unlocked the door and went in Nicki looked around for a bit then sat on the bed as Safaree packed up what he needed in a duffle.
Nicki: Faree is it the apartment directly across from yours that's Jhené's?
SB: *looks at her* yeah.. why?
Nicki: Oh.. Ima go say hi. That ok with you?
SB: Yeah sure
He said with a hint of annoyance in his voice but she brushed it off.
Nicki knocked on Jhené's door and didnt get an answer. She knocked again.
(On the inside) Jhené heard the knock on her door and paused wondering who it could be. She wasnt expecting anyone over. She looked through the peep hole and didnt see anyone. Nicki wasnt standing directly in front of the door.
Jhené: who is it?
Nicki: It's me.
Jhené froze. She knew Nicki's voice all too well.
Jhené: umm... coming
She took a breather and then slowly opened the door
Nicki: hey
Jhené: hey
she replied barely above a whisper and not looking at Nicki
Nicki: Am I interupting you?
Jhené: No I'm alone ummm... come in
Nicki stepped into the apartment and turned looking at Jhené who was slowly shutting the door.
Nicki: Thought you were having friends over?
Nicki asked with her eyebrow raised and her head tilted slightly to the side
Jhené: yeah, about that... I-
Nicki: It's ok. I get it. But I would have really appreciated it if you had just told me you didnt want to see me.
Jhené: Nic that's not it
Nicki: Then what is it?
Jhené ran her hands through her hair and looked off to the side. She didnt answer Nicki's question
Nicki: Ok fine I'll just leave
She said and walked towards the door which Jhené had been leaning against. She reached for the door knob . And Jhené place her hand on hers stepping a bit closer
Jhené: Don't go... Please
Nicki felt a shiver run through her body when Jhené put her hand over hers. She turned to her and Jhené slowly leaned in to kiss her. Nicki closed her eyes and kissed her back. They ended up with Nicki against the door, her hands around Né's neck, he fingers tangled in her hair and Né's hands on her waist they were both stratled by a knock on the door.
SB: Nic..
They pulled apart quickly and Nicki fixed her lipstick. Safaree knocked again.
Jhené: Just a minute.
After getting themselves together Jhené opened the door.
SB: hey, what's up?
Jhené: nothing much
She looked at Nicki and so did SB.
SB: you ready babe?
Nicki: umm.. yeah
She stepped out and walked past Jhené and down the hallway. Safaree looked bacj at Jhené suspiciously
SB: Everything good with you two?
Jhené: Yeah. We good. You?
SB: Im ok.
There was an awkward silence between them.
SB: Soo I guess Ima go before she starts yelling my name from the car.
Jhené: ok.. later
***************
It was 10:09 and Nicki had just arrived for her studio session. There were a few people in and they were all sitting listening to a track with some girl was singing on. Nicki thought the voice sounded pretty familiar.
Nicki: hey guys, who are you listening to
DJ: hey Nic, its some girl named Jhené a friend of my sent it to me
Nicki: Jhené?? Could you start it from the top.. please
She looked at Safaree who seemed just as surprised as her. They listened to the track from beginning to end and Safaree shook his head with a chuckle and went to sit in the couch.
DJ: so Nic do you know her?
Nicki: Appararntly not as well as I thought since I didnt know she could sing like that.
After Nicki finished in the studio Nicki and Safaree went for lunch and then back home. They were sitting in the living room, Safaree on the couch with Nicki straddling his lap
Nicki: Are you gonna stop giving me all this attitude?
SB: what attitude?
Nicki: Safaree dont play dumb with me
SB: ok fine you wanna talk Nicki.. What was that the other day when you left Jhené's?
Nicki: what do you mean?
She replied without looking at his face
SB: *shakes head* you know damn well what I mean Nicki! The way you left, the fact that you were silent the whole drive home.. Did something happen between you two?
Nicki: I was upset because she lied to me, She told she was having friends over but she wasnt she was really just avoiding me and...
SB: and??
Fuuucckkk!!! How do i tell him we kissed? She thought
Nicki: and when you came to knock I was just waiting for her to answer me as to why she was avoiding me
SB: and what did she say?
Nicki: nothing, she didnt say anything
He just looked at her. He knew she was leaving out something
Nicki: *rolls eyes* she really didnt say anything now can we stop talking about her please *pecks his lips* and can I get some *kisses him*
SB: Im good with that *kisses her back*
Nicki's phone began ringing while she was sucking on Safaree's neck. He picked it up and looked at the caller ID it was Jhené he just put it back down and let out a sigh. She stopped what she was doing and looked at him.
Nicki: who was it?
SB: your girlfriend.
He said and lifted her off him then got up and walked to the kitchen. She watched him walk away, grabbed her phone and went upstairs to shower nd get dressed. She wanted to get out the house since he wasnt gonna give her what she wanted. She wasnt sure where she was gonna go yet, probably to see Candi and Lauren but she had to get out.
When she was dressed she went to go find SB, he was in the backyard by the pool sitting talking on his phone. She walked over and sat in his lap
SB: lemme call you right back
He said to the person on the other line
Nicki: Im heading out for a few
SB: ok
Nicki: OMG! Safaree will you stop!
SB: Stop what I said ok.
Nicki: yeah but usually you'd say more.. ask me where Im going how long i'll be out
He ran his hand over his face and she got up from his lap
Nicki: whatever.. since you dont care. bye!
She stormed out.
**********
Candi: Nic.... NIc... Nicki!!
Nicki: what?!
Candi: where the hell were you just now?
Lauren: probably going over all the shit Safaree did to her in bed last night
Nicki glared at Lauren.
Lauren: oh.. so where was yo lil head then?
Nicki: nowhere
she looked down at her plate and forked her last piece of strawberry
Candi: who you tryna tell that?
Nicki: Can we just not right now please. Im not in the mood.
Candi and Lauren looked at each other then back at her.
Lauren: ok.. then... Soooo-
Candi: ooh isnt that Safaree's friend Jhené?
Nicki's head shot around to where Candi was looking
Lauren: Damn I didnt know she was that sexy. I'd so go gay for her.
Candi: Lauren!!
All this Time Nicki was silent her head still turnt looking at Jhené and as if she felt the eyes on her she turned around and her eyes met Nicki's. Lauren and Candi looked between the two of them then back at each other and both gave a questioning raise of the brow to each other. Nicki was the one to break the stare down when she turned back to her friends but she didnt look to their faces. She reached for her glass of water and took a sip.
Lauren: so what was that about?
Nicki; what was what about?
She responded replacing her glass on the table and without looking to Lauren.
Candi: you know exactly what she's talking about.
Nicki: no I dont
She said annoyance on her voice and finally looking up at them. Just then her phone vibrated. She picked it up and noticed a text from Jhené. We need to talk. It read.
Lauren: so??
Nicki: so what?
Candi: Thats the way it is now? you dont talk to us anymore? Nicki we know there's something going on between you two and obviously its not all good because you wouldnt be behaving like this.
Lauren: and you know we are going to find out one way or the other so either you tell us or we ask her.
Nicki: there's nothing to find out.. so im in a bad mood yes cause a nigga decided to let me get all worked up and then not give me what i need.. are you happy now?
She got up and stormed to the restroom. She took the time in their to clear her mind a bit and try to get her mood together. when she finally did she walked back out thinking she'd finally get her friends off her back at least for the evening only to find that Jhené was now sitting at the table with them. She had stopped in her tracks but then took a deep breath and walked over to the table.
Lauren: so we invited Né to sit with us. That's cool right?
Nicki: umm yeah sure
Candi: so what you been up today?
Jhené: Nothing much. Had a breakfast date, then I went to the studio and I just came to ge something to eat before i go home
Lauren: studio?? You sing?
She gave a shy smile
Jhené: yes I do
She looked at Nicki who had been looking at her the whole time
Nicki: who is that song about?
Everybody looked at Nicki
Jhené: umm.. which song?
Nicki: higher if thats what its called?
Jhené: oh its... about... you
Lauren and Candi's eyes went big with shock as Nicki and Jhené sat looking at each other..
Soooooo here's the rest!! Enjoy.. Nd dont cirse me out. I know its short but i'll make sure the next one is long
Monday, 6 August 2012
Chapter 12 --> Preview Higher
OK so you guys I've been away for a while. Im sorry but I've had a lot of things straightening out. Now I dont have as much to do so i'll give yall some chapters. Really hope you enjoy. Love you guys! Mwuah!
I will get you higher
My love will get you high
Break me down
Roll me up, girl
I can be your pipe dream
make you feel alright
Do the right thing
Set my soul on fire
Let me in and I will
Take you way up there, yeah
put it in the air blow me in the air
I will get you higher
My love will get you high
Take a hit of this and then
Tell me how you feel
(Tell me how good it feels)
When you cant get rid of it then
That's how you know its real
Im for-real oh I will
Roll it up r-r-roll it up
roll it up, light it up, light it up
Ooooh whoooooa
Roll it up r-r-roll it up
Smoke it up till you're high
I will get you higher
My love will get you high
No stems
No sticks
No seeds
Its just you and me on this cloud
And we don't ever have to come down now
We are so faded
going to places
beyond the sun
love is a drug that gets me high
Roll it up r-r-roll it up
roll it up, light it up, light it up
Ooooh whoooooa
Roll it up r-r-roll it up
Smoke it up till you're high
I will get you higher
My love will get you high
She stopped singing as the beat continued to play until it faded. She walked out the booth
Sean: whoa!! Who was that about
Jhené: No one
She responded without looking at him.
Sean: right...
She eyed him
Sean: you done for the day?
Jhené: yeah.. I have a job that I'm already late for.
Sean: Ima find out who it is you know that right?
She didnt respond
Sean: no notebook which you usually carry you just went in and sang right to the end of that song and you tryna tell me it was noone.. yeah right
she still didnt respond just took her bag up and head to the door
Jhené: goodbye Sean!
She said said as she opened the door, without looking back.
********
Nicki: Fareeeee
when he didnt get a response she pouted and grabbed her phone to text him. Too lazy to get up and go find him.
babe where are you? -N
In the kitchen what's wrong?-S
Oh.. nothing. what r u doing? -N
making breakfast.. I knew you'd be up soon. Do you want tea or OJ? -S
mmm OJ.. Hurry up I miss you :) -N
Lol awe I miss you too baby. be up in a few -S
Just as Safaree was setting the tray down on the bed Nicki walked out of the bathroom in her towel, with water droplets on her shoulder and arms and hair wet.
SB: hey beautiful
Nicki: hey
She went on her tip toes and pecked his lips. He reached around squeezing her butt causing her to moan slightly into his mouth. He pulled away
SB: you hungry?
Nicki: very..
She sat on the bed and he sat putting the tray in front of her.
Nicki: feed me *Closes eyes tighly with mouth open*
He chuckled and began feeding her. When he was done she got dressed and he went to clean up the kitchen. They were free for the day.
******
Safaree was in the gym getting an evening workout while Nicki lay out on the couch in the living room watching Judge Judy and writing another text to Jhené. "I'm starting to think you're avoiding me" it read. She sent it off and turned her attention back to the TV screen.
Jhené read the text from Nicki and let out a deep sigh. She was just about getting ready to leave work. Her computer at her desk was shutting down and she had all her stuff packed up to go. She replied to Nicki's text
I'm not avoiding you. I've just been busy at work. - J
Ok.. Are you doing anything later? Can you come by? - N
Yeah actually I have a few friends coming over. Sorry. - J
Ok. Well can I see you tomorrow? - N
Umm.. I'll let you know. G2g, later. - J
Later - N
Jhené grabbed her bag and the folders on her desk and headed out of her office. She was pissed with herself for just lying to Nicki. She really didnt have anyone coming over, she was going home to lay in bed alone. Maybe write and new song or read a book.
After talking to Jhené Nicki went to shower with Safaree. They were going out. Neither wanted to cook so they were gonna go buy food and Safaree had somethings he wanted to pick up from his apartment. Nicki also thought she'd get the chance to at least say hi to Jhené. When they got to the apartment Safaree unlocked the door and went in Nicki looked around for a bit then sat on the bed as Safaree packed up what he needed in a duffle.
Nicki: Faree is it the apartment directly across from yours that's Jhené's?
SB: *looks at her* yeah.. why?
Nicki: Oh.. Ima go say hi. That ok with you?
SB: Yeah sure
He said with a hint of annoyance in his voice but she brushed it off.
Nicki knocked on Jhené's door and didnt get an answer. She knocked again.
(On the inside) Jhené heard the knock on her door and paused wondering who it could be. She wasnt expecting anyone over. She looked through the peep hole and didnt see anyone. Nicki wasnt standing directly in front of the door.
Jhené: who is it?
Nicki: It's me.
Jhené froze. She knew Nicki's voice all too well.
Jhené: umm... coming
She took a breather and then slowly opened the door
Nicki: hey
Jhené: hey
she replied barely above a whisper and not looking at Nicki
Nicki: Am I interupting you?
Jhené: No I'm alone ummm... come in
Nicki stepped into the apartment and turned looking at Jhené who was slowly shutting the door.
Nicki: Thought you were having friends over?
Nicki asked with her eyebrow raised and her head tilted slightly to the side
Jhené: yeah, about that... I-
Nicki: It's ok. I get it. But I would have really appreciated it if you had just told me you didnt want to see me.
Jhené: Nic that's not it
Nicki: Then what is it?
Jhené ran her hands through her hair and looked off to the side. She didnt answer Nicki's question
Nicki: Ok fine I'll just leave
She said and walked towards the door which Jhené had been leaning against. She reached for the door knob . And Jhené place her hand on hers stepping a bit closer
Jhené: Don't go... Please
Nicki felt a shiver run through her body when Jhené put her hand over hers. She turned to her and Jhené slowly leaned in to kiss her. Nicki closed her eyes and kissed her back. They ended up with Nicki against the door, her hands around Né's neck, he fingers tangled in her hair and Né's hands on her waist they were both stratled by a knock on the door.
SB: Nic..
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I will get you higher
My love will get you high
Break me down
Roll me up, girl
I can be your pipe dream
make you feel alright
Do the right thing
Set my soul on fire
Let me in and I will
Take you way up there, yeah
put it in the air blow me in the air
I will get you higher
My love will get you high
Take a hit of this and then
Tell me how you feel
(Tell me how good it feels)
When you cant get rid of it then
That's how you know its real
Im for-real oh I will
Roll it up r-r-roll it up
roll it up, light it up, light it up
Ooooh whoooooa
Roll it up r-r-roll it up
Smoke it up till you're high
I will get you higher
My love will get you high
No stems
No sticks
No seeds
Its just you and me on this cloud
And we don't ever have to come down now
We are so faded
going to places
beyond the sun
love is a drug that gets me high
Roll it up r-r-roll it up
roll it up, light it up, light it up
Ooooh whoooooa
Roll it up r-r-roll it up
Smoke it up till you're high
I will get you higher
My love will get you high
She stopped singing as the beat continued to play until it faded. She walked out the booth
Sean: whoa!! Who was that about
Jhené: No one
She responded without looking at him.
Sean: right...
She eyed him
Sean: you done for the day?
Jhené: yeah.. I have a job that I'm already late for.
Sean: Ima find out who it is you know that right?
She didnt respond
Sean: no notebook which you usually carry you just went in and sang right to the end of that song and you tryna tell me it was noone.. yeah right
she still didnt respond just took her bag up and head to the door
Jhené: goodbye Sean!
She said said as she opened the door, without looking back.
********
Nicki: Fareeeee
when he didnt get a response she pouted and grabbed her phone to text him. Too lazy to get up and go find him.
babe where are you? -N
In the kitchen what's wrong?-S
Oh.. nothing. what r u doing? -N
making breakfast.. I knew you'd be up soon. Do you want tea or OJ? -S
mmm OJ.. Hurry up I miss you :) -N
Lol awe I miss you too baby. be up in a few -S
Just as Safaree was setting the tray down on the bed Nicki walked out of the bathroom in her towel, with water droplets on her shoulder and arms and hair wet.
SB: hey beautiful
Nicki: hey
She went on her tip toes and pecked his lips. He reached around squeezing her butt causing her to moan slightly into his mouth. He pulled away
SB: you hungry?
Nicki: very..
She sat on the bed and he sat putting the tray in front of her.
Nicki: feed me *Closes eyes tighly with mouth open*
He chuckled and began feeding her. When he was done she got dressed and he went to clean up the kitchen. They were free for the day.
******
Safaree was in the gym getting an evening workout while Nicki lay out on the couch in the living room watching Judge Judy and writing another text to Jhené. "I'm starting to think you're avoiding me" it read. She sent it off and turned her attention back to the TV screen.
Jhené read the text from Nicki and let out a deep sigh. She was just about getting ready to leave work. Her computer at her desk was shutting down and she had all her stuff packed up to go. She replied to Nicki's text
I'm not avoiding you. I've just been busy at work. - J
Ok.. Are you doing anything later? Can you come by? - N
Yeah actually I have a few friends coming over. Sorry. - J
Ok. Well can I see you tomorrow? - N
Umm.. I'll let you know. G2g, later. - J
Later - N
Jhené grabbed her bag and the folders on her desk and headed out of her office. She was pissed with herself for just lying to Nicki. She really didnt have anyone coming over, she was going home to lay in bed alone. Maybe write and new song or read a book.
After talking to Jhené Nicki went to shower with Safaree. They were going out. Neither wanted to cook so they were gonna go buy food and Safaree had somethings he wanted to pick up from his apartment. Nicki also thought she'd get the chance to at least say hi to Jhené. When they got to the apartment Safaree unlocked the door and went in Nicki looked around for a bit then sat on the bed as Safaree packed up what he needed in a duffle.
Nicki: Faree is it the apartment directly across from yours that's Jhené's?
SB: *looks at her* yeah.. why?
Nicki: Oh.. Ima go say hi. That ok with you?
SB: Yeah sure
He said with a hint of annoyance in his voice but she brushed it off.
Nicki knocked on Jhené's door and didnt get an answer. She knocked again.
(On the inside) Jhené heard the knock on her door and paused wondering who it could be. She wasnt expecting anyone over. She looked through the peep hole and didnt see anyone. Nicki wasnt standing directly in front of the door.
Jhené: who is it?
Nicki: It's me.
Jhené froze. She knew Nicki's voice all too well.
Jhené: umm... coming
She took a breather and then slowly opened the door
Nicki: hey
Jhené: hey
she replied barely above a whisper and not looking at Nicki
Nicki: Am I interupting you?
Jhené: No I'm alone ummm... come in
Nicki stepped into the apartment and turned looking at Jhené who was slowly shutting the door.
Nicki: Thought you were having friends over?
Nicki asked with her eyebrow raised and her head tilted slightly to the side
Jhené: yeah, about that... I-
Nicki: It's ok. I get it. But I would have really appreciated it if you had just told me you didnt want to see me.
Jhené: Nic that's not it
Nicki: Then what is it?
Jhené ran her hands through her hair and looked off to the side. She didnt answer Nicki's question
Nicki: Ok fine I'll just leave
She said and walked towards the door which Jhené had been leaning against. She reached for the door knob . And Jhené place her hand on hers stepping a bit closer
Jhené: Don't go... Please
Nicki felt a shiver run through her body when Jhené put her hand over hers. She turned to her and Jhené slowly leaned in to kiss her. Nicki closed her eyes and kissed her back. They ended up with Nicki against the door, her hands around Né's neck, he fingers tangled in her hair and Né's hands on her waist they were both stratled by a knock on the door.
SB: Nic..
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